3 ; love

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by kficsjams

by kficsjams

"I'm... I'm going to the toilet first." I looked away. "Are you okay Y/n?" Namjoon never used my name.

He would only use it when he was scared, angry, or sad. "Yes, I am" I walked to the toilet. I closed the door as he shouted, "I'll be in the bedroom Jagi!" His footsteps faded away. I let out a deep breath as I slouched on the toilet seat.

My hands trembled as I took out the letter from my shirt. I carefully opened it. I read it.

'Hello Y/n, it's Doctor Kim. This is about your medical checkup from a few days ago. We accidentally mixed your records with another person, therefore we have mailed it again. We hope that you could come by again to have another check up. In this envelope I have attached your medical report.'

I hastily flipped the paper over. I scanned the paper. A disease? Treatment is possible, but there is a 30% chance of surviving. Tears rolled down my cheeks. "How... Why must this happen to me?" I covered my mouth to prevent Namjoon from hearing my sobs.

I whipped out my phone and called my dad. "He.. hello appa?" I hiccuped. "Y/n? Is that you? How are you! How's Namjoon treating you!"

"I'm good... " I squeezed my eyes and said, "No I'm not good appa! I have a disease!" I cried uncontrollably. "Can... Can I go back to Busan to try to get treatment? I don't want Namjoon to be hurt."

Silence. That's all I heard. "Of.. of course you can come back.. we will find the best doctor for you alright?" I nodded even if he couldn't see me. "I will book your train for tomorrow afternoon, is that okay?" He questioned. "Yes, appa. Thank you. I'll see you soon"

I hung up and dried my tears. I folded back the letter and hid it behind the laundry basket. I unlocked the door and walked to the bedroom. Namjoon was asleep by then. I slid under the covers, accidentally waking him up.

"Jagi? You're here." He placed his arm around my waist." My back was facing him as his chin was on my head. " You're so cold Jagi." He chuckled. "Really? Then I should stay beside you since you make me warm." I rubbed his hands.

I turned around, facing him. "Your eyes are red! What happened!" He exclaimed. "Oh, nothing. I was rubbing it too much." "Clumsy Y/n" I snuggled into his chest as our legs tangled with each other.

"I wish we could be like this forever," I whispered, but loud enough for him to hear. "Why not Jagi? We could do this forever!" He laughed. I smiled at him. We could. But... We can't.

My eyelids closed on its own. A tear fell.