/At the end of the day./

Chapter one:

Music from my phone woke me up. Another day full of crap. 

I slowly opened my eyes, I was so sleppy. Why? Because I fell asleep late last night. Why? I'm thinking too much, especially about this one boy, who I want the worst because of all the things he's done to me. Go to hell.

I rub my eyes and first thing I think was him, only him. 

I hate him soo much, I don't even want to see him, but on the other hand I love him the most in the world. How is this possible? Welcome to my life.

Even tho I have a boyfriend I keep thinking about this boy, why? Well, I keep asking this myself to.

 *Flashback* 

  We're walking next to a lake. I don't exactly know, what I see on him, he's not actually my type, but I call it love. We sit on a bench and stare at the lake in silence. When I say something silence is gone, and we start a nice conversation. So perfect, for a perfect boy.

Finally, he asks me a question I've been waiting all night for :''Will you be mine, if I'll be yours?'' all I can do is nod. I couldn't find any words. His hand finds mine as he walk me home. He gives me goodbye hug. I feel happy, I think. I've always wanted a perfect boyfriend and Klement Kirby is perfect. Every girl wants a boyfriend like him. But deep down, right next to my heart I felt like something isn't right. I felt awkward. I ignored that feeling, because I was 'happy'. I wish I'd say no back then. He is perfect I can't deny it. He took me to restaurants, parties, he even took me to meet his parents, but he's too shy. He should've kissed me and give a hug, but he just didn't. Is he still that perfect as I tought he was?

  *End of flashback* 

 Of course, I was so sure I was in love with him, untill I saw someone new in my life. Him. And he changed my life forever. Even tho he's THE biggest idiot in the entire world that my heart's chosen, I've fallen in love with him the moment I saw him. Words and eye contacts were needed so that spark, that was at the beggining caused entire fire. Literally. I was feeling so happy, forreal, once in my life. I've finally had that feeling that someone loves me and he can show that. I had a lot of fun with Klement. He took me everywhere but everything changed when I saw that someone else. I knew him for a long time, but I just didn't notice him. He tried to contact me once, but I actually blocked him, because he was so confusing. Kinda funny, but so true. The best and the worst day of my life is when I finally noticed him with his gang at the couches in our school. I regret every second I've put in this jerk. 

''Aand that people over there are Dino and his gang.''

''Yeah, interesting.''

I said to Kate and texted to Klement. He's three years older than me. Someone will think that this is a lot, but actually, its not. If you knew him, you wouldn't even give him 20 years. Never. He's not like other boys, he's...different. He's more gentle and he's so shy. It didn't even bother me at first, but it kind of bothers me from time to time. He should've give me at least a kiss, right? Kate lost her cool.

''My mum died in a car crash this morning.''

''Nice.''

I said and still texting messages to Klement. Wait, what she just said?

''What did you just say!?''

''Thank you for listening me, tho.''

She rolled her eyes and replied what she said at least:

''As I was SAYING, that people over there are Dino and his gang.''

''Dino? What name is that?''

I giggled and looked at their way. The highest one was saying something and others laughed. 

''That one, who said something right now is Flo, but this is a warrning Ann; don't get close with Dino, he is a fuckboy.''

I rolled my eyes. Are you freaking kidding me? A fuckboy? But why the hell is she saying this to me, I have a boyfriend for gods sake! Even tho none of those two is bad...

''Okay ewwww, thanks for telling me that tho!''

I was too loud and Dino and his gang turned in our way. He made an eye contact. He checked me from my heels to the top of my head. My skin was racing and I pinched my arms. I looked away and said to Kate:

''Okaay, lets go, Maths is waiting for us.''

And dissapeared up the stairs. I felt so uncomftable tho. 

''He checked you over, this is not good Ann.''

said Kate to me. Is she being serious?

''Kate, if you forgot, I have a boyfriend and I love him!?''

''Just don't text him, okay? For me?''

''Of course duh.''

Kate smiled and we entered the classroom. Mitcha was waiting for me at the bench in front of classroom, so I runned at him. 

I jumped at him and hugged him tight.

''I've missed ya during the weekend!''

''Same babe, same.''

He wrapped his arms round my hips, I stepped on my fingers, because I was small and wrapped my arms round his neck. I hugged him tight and he gave me two times tighter hug. He squezzed me. it started to hurt but he didn't let me go. Weirdo as me. He's the best, I swear.

''Sooo, what did you do during the weekend unless studying?''

''I have soo much to study I am gonna lose my mind, I swear! I have to get straight A's, so my scollarship gets higher! I'm gonna die I swear!''

''Okay, I said besides studying..''

we laughed so hard. That's why I love him.

''Well, you know the usual thing; mum was annoying as always, I still haven't asked her about that party you invited me to-''

''Michael, do you have a ciggarette?''

Someone said in front of me.

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 Hiii, my names Ann and I hope you'll like this story I'm writing! 

Some, or I'd say 3/4 of information in the story is from real life, won't say from whose life, so you'll get curious a lil but aand I hope you'll like it! Leave a comment so I know if you like the story or what should I improve!

Ly guys. xxx