And then he came by..

Chapter 2

It's 2014.I feel pity for myself that this year found me with scars, but nevermind, everything happens for a good damned reason.I promise to myself that in this year I will live my life to the full.I will try to lose some weight and eat healthy, of course I will try to become better at school because two years have left and then I will have to live on my own.I will laugh a lot and I will try to be happier than ever.But mostly I will try to stay strong.However, I hope in this year I will make mistakes, many mistakes.Because If I am making mistakes then I am making new things, I am trying new things, learning, living, pushing myself, changing myself, changing my world.I will do things I have never done before and more importantly, I will do something.I won't freeze or stop, I won't worry that it is not good enough, or it is not perfect.Whatever I am scared of I will do it.It is time to finally I will be the one to break the rules.

After celebrating the new year's eve with my family I decided to sleep.This night was different from the others I didn't cry in my sleep, everything inside me was more calm than ever before.I am happy that I am moving on and living actually my life.I will stay few more days in this town and then I will have to go back to my routine.But oh well.Though, I am happy..I will meet my besties and we will have some great time.

The days in this town are passing way too fast.Unfortunately this is my last day here, I wish I could stay longer..But I had the time of my life, every night I was out with friends making memories and having fun.God, I cannot believe that in two days school is starting again..I have to study for the geometry exam.How I hate geometry and everything that involves numbers, well except for money haha.I'd really love if I had the chance to stay one week longer here.

***

It's Tuesday morning.My feet are touching the cold floor and I am trying to walk.Few seconds later I hit on the wall."I am pathetic."I say rubbing my eyes."If you had slept earlier and not spending your night outside celebrating your nameday this wouldn't be happening."The little voice inside me warns me.I push the comment away and I drag myself to the bathroom to take a shower.As soon as I have finished my shower I am thinking about what to wear.I guess I will wear some blue skinny jeans with red shirt.I put the clothes on and then my black boots too.I was wondering about if I should put any make up on but I decided to put only concealer under my eyes and a pink lipgloss on my lips of course.

The time is already 7:55am so I have to go.I say goodbye to my mum and I walk for school.I am glad that my school is not far away from my home.I only need ten minutes to just arrive there.I notice my besties and I go to them.I missed them so freaking much.I am nothing without them.In the five minutes that have left before the bell rings we have talked about literally everything.The bell rang and we have to go to our class now.First period?History.Oh hell.

I take a deep breathe and wave to the people who are in class.I sit next to Maria and our history teacher gets in.Mr.Styles.

Hah.

"Hello kids, happy new year and month!How your two weeks off school went?"The professor asks and looks around the class like he is searching for someone.

"Pretty good!"Everyone says, then Maria challenges "But we have missed you!".

"Haha, I can tell!"Mr. Styles mocks.

The girl in the third row at the first desk is blushing and I guess her cheeks will explode.What the hell?With my elbow I nudge Maria's hand and with my eyes I "tell" her to look at the girl, suddenly we both burst out of laughing. 

"So, did anyone was celebrating anything?"Professor asks meanwhile he walks in the class. 

"Chris and I"Maria shouts."We had our birthday!"She says smiling.

"Of course you are the twins in here."He says and smiles."Happy birthday to both of you!I hope everything will be good in your life."

"Thank you."The twins say.

"Anyone else?"The professors asks.

Shyly I raise my hand.

"Obviously, yes!You, Alison.I hope you had a great time on you name day and hey happy name day!"Mr.Styles says and I tell him a couple of thank you's.

"Well as it is the first day of school, I don't usually check the students about wether they have learnt the chapter or not.Basically we are going to pass the time by telling jokes and stuff.So, let me start who knows the joke about how we are used to put the angel stuff to the top of the tree?"

The first period passed like that.Mr. Styles told us about his children and how he fooled them when he wore a Santa Clause suit.Styles, is a good person but sometimes he scares me..When I say he scares me I don't mean like yeah he scares me, he can be creepy at times that means his eyes are getting darker and things like that.But I don't know..

The rest of the day was like the first period and yeah it was really great, for the first time in my life I can say that I missed my teachers.

***

January was the month of the exams and February the time of the end of our lives.

February was great, really great.

That month was good because I really did well on my grades, basically I had to every single subject As except for physics.But..Okay.I was back with my ex and everything was going good,  just good.

However March, oh March was the month that I didn't really like much.It had it ups and downs, mostly downs.Well, I was sick for a week, I couldn't really go out of the house or anything..I broke up with my boyfriend because at some crazy party a guy kissed me and things with him were getting from bad to worse.He didn't really talk to me or give me any sort of attention. 

I was getting into my sadness more and more..I don't mean the kind of sadness like your dog died, I mean the sadness that you feel it in your throat, which makes you feel like you don't have any purpose on being here..Like everything would be better if you were off the world.And it hit me, it really hit me.The absence of the boy who made me fall endlessly in love with him.I missed him way too fucking much.But, I as better without him, I didn't want any more pain because of him.And my friends..No one was missing me..No one, no one ever talked to me first, everyone was waiting me to make the first move, I was tired really tired and that night of Thursday it happened.I drew straight lines with the razor on my skin, the scars didn't heal quickly I had to wear bracelets to cover them.

Anyway that is the past now, you can't move on if you are always thinking about your past and how things would be better if you have never met some people..

***

"Hey Ali!" 

I turn around to see who was calling me."Yes Mrs.Summer?"I ask politely.

"Tell to the student of your class to go wait in the yard because we are leaving."

"Okay, Miss."

The whole high school was down.We were going to some park, it was some good excursion, though except for that we had to walk for going there everything was just fine.

We were walking, I was talking with Maria as usual about random things then I felt her shaking my arm.

"What?What is it?"I say a little bit loud.

"Behind you."She mouths.

I turn around and I am dead on my trucks.The professor, Mr. Styles was behind me, he was right behind me and all this time I hadn't realized it. 

"When we arrive at the damn park you will tell me everything!"Maria demands.