Emo Boyfriend scenarios

Cody x suicidal reader

*read at your own risk*

It was a normal day. I was just hanging out with my friends, Autumn, Kaydence, and Cody.

They know about everything that I've been going through recently. Like the self harming, suicidal thoughts, getting bullied, etc.

They were the only people that actually care about me, but I'm starting to doubt that. About 3 weeks ago, I started having voices in my head. They keep telling me different.

Autumn and Kaydence had to go, so it was just Cody and I.
"Hey yn, how have you been feeling recently?" Cody asked.
"I'm better," I lied with a fake smile on.
"I can tell that you're lying. Tell me the truth please."
'Dont do it, just tell him that your fine, he will believe it sooner or later,' the voices said.

I didn't respond I just started crying. I can never feel anything besides hate with these voices.

Cody was shocked by how I acted. He did the most unthinkable thing. He hugged me. "Shhhh... yn it's fine. Just let it all out," Cody said in a comforting voice.
"That's not what the voices say..." I mumbled underneath my breath, hoping that he didn't hear that, but he did.
"What? You have voices in your head? Why didn't you tell me?" Cody said while almost crying himself.
"I knew if I told you then you would just abandon me.  I've had that happen to me before..."
"No I wouldn't have abandoned you. I love you too much to abandon you."
'wait he likes me back?' I thought.
"Y-you like me back?" I said to him while blushing.
"Yes I have ever since the first day I've met you. You've been my everything. That's why I've been trying to help you. Not just because I felt sorry for you."

All of the sudden, I felt a pair of lips on mine. I was shocked. Cody was about to pull away, but I finally kissed back. We did that until we had to separate for air. I was a blushing mess.

The voices actually shut up for once. I was happy. "I think you actually made the voices stop," I said and smiled.
"That's the first time in 3 weeks I've seen you smile," Cody said, "but I have a really important question to ask you yn."
I nodded my head telling him  to continue.
"Well... I was wondering if you wanted to be my girlfriend?.." Cody said very nervously.
Instead of answering, I just kissed him.
"So I'm guessing that's a yes then," he said with a chuckle.
"Yeah it does."
"And I promise, that I will do my best to make you not have those thoughts anymore, also to make the voices never come back."
*Time skip to 6 weeks later*
  He did what he promised. He made me not have those thoughts anymore, and the voices didn't speak since that day. I might actually be happy for the rest of my life. All I want is for him to be happy, our future kids to be happy, and most importantly myself to be happy.
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Hey guys it's Ari here. Hopefully u guys enjoyed this chapter. Stay strong and never give up. If u need help call 1-800-273-8255. Thanks for reading and have an amazing day!