I draw a deep breath as I take my first step down the long,red carpeted aisle with rose petals scattered.
The beauty of the Gothic architecture church never missed my eyes.
With it's high pointed ceiling,ivory thin walls,and massive stained glass windows which flooded the interiors with multi-colored light.
An angelic voice starts to sing as soon as the organ played.
I glance at the guest who were standing from their seats and looked us earnestly.
I shifted my gaze straight ahead the altar.
There I found the man in his creamy white tux biting his lips while adjusting his bow tie.
I smile involuntarily when I remembered he does that when he's nervous.
As I stare into his handsome face,
It made me realize how much I want to spend the rest of my life with him and that this will be the last.
I could feel the pounding of my heart when his forest green eyes met mine.
Everything is in slow motion even my pace.
I clutch the flower tightly when a sudden memories flashed through my mind.
I remember the first time I saw him,the cute boy and his parents moved in next door .
how we became friends since 1st grade and how we played hide and seek all day.
when I laugh hard at his dirty face and smudged ice cream in his shirt.
when we used to hang out and play tea party at the tree house his father made.
when he covered my eyes when I'm scared everytime we watched horror films.
I remember when I cheered out loud when he won his game in 7th grade.
when we played the role Romeo and Juliet stage play in schools theaters art.
when we sneaked out at 11:43 p.m. just to bought chips and slurpy.
when we went to carnival and rode extreme rides all by ourselves.
when we were chased by a stray Doberman .
I remember when he crossed dress just to cheered me up when I failed my calculus.
when he always bought me a pizza when we fought.
when he sang perfectly and strummed the guitar skillfully.
when we danced in the rain, him in tux and me in my prom dress.
how I took care of him when he got sick after because of the rain.
when he piggy back ride me when my legs hurt.
when he gave me a crescent diamond necklace on my 18th birthday.
when I laid down the grass with his arms underneath my head while watching the stars glittered the dark night sky.
And I remember how we became together.
I remember his laughter like a song, filled my ears
his smiles like sun,shone my day
his eyes were as clear as the bright star
his rosy,soft lips when it touched mine
and how he bit it when he's nervous.
I remember everything about him.
Every bit of him and how butterflies fluttered in my stomach.
How my heart beat fast everytime he said he love me.
Those mere words completed me.
until now.
I snapped back from my reverie when the priest already said,"You may now kiss the bride"
He look at me for a while.
This is our destiny,this will be the last.
All those memories will be keep in my heart.
I felt pain stabbed my heart when he smiled,how I want those to see everyday.
I managed to smile back even if it's difficult.
Then he turned to face in front of him.
A tear fell from my eye when I heard him said 'I love you´.
Not for me but for the lucky woman he married in front of Him.
But even if we didn't end up together, my feelings will never change.
I will always love him and that's forever.
= THE END =
