2 years later..
Jace is in the office waiting for alec phone call. He is nervous that Alec did not go to the support group as he forced him to.
Somebody knocks on The Office door, it's izzy.
Izzy: Hey! You heard from him yet?
Jace: NO, not yet! I hope he talks this time, it feels like its a waste of time.
Izzy: we can't give up. And btw Clary is coming home soon.
Jace: Yeah, she missed The funeral
Izzy: Well, nothing we can do about it. Call me when he answers.
In The city there is a support group where alec is.
Support leader: Welcome, we meet again You are here again And you all are here for one and the same reason.
The leader looks to alec who has his face down. He could not care less, he's only here beacuse of izzy and Jace.
Support leader: Alexander?
Alec looks up with a weird look, nobody called him that ever. Beside Magnus.
Alec: it's Alec, not Alexander!
Support leader: sorry! Alec, you have been here 4 Times, it's your turn.
Alec: My turn for What? I don't need this. THIS doesnt make me feel better. What do you want from me?
Support leader: i want you to take out that anger, The pain you have all The suffering. You want to cry? Cry. You want to scream do that. Beacuse either way i get paid and your time is lost.
Alec looks at her with pain, where do he even start?
Support leader: What do you feel? Whats on your Mine.
Alec takes s heavy breath and trying with every strenght In his body not break down. Beacuse he is tired of being like this, he is tired of being broken.
Alec: i feel empty.
Support leader: okey.. thats a start. What is empty like for you? Why do you feel empty?
Alec: he... he..left, mm.. i don't know If I'm More angry then sad. I don't know What to feel.
Support leader looks at alec and Waits for him to say More.
Alec: It's like a hole, bigger than the earth. A hole right through my heart, which constantly bleeds without a stop and whatever i do, they will not be better. Everybody says to me it's going to be better with time, but i have never wanted to die More. With him, i wanted More time. His imortalty keept me alive, it made me think of a maybe forever life together. Maybe i could have him forever by My side. And in My heart i knew i would Leave here before him so didn't have to go trough this pain.
Support leader: Tell me about this Guy?
Alec: he was funny, beautiful in every shape. He touched everyone who had the luck to meet him his charming smile, his eyes shone like his eye shadow.. haha. He show me Love, to be brave to fight for what you want. And i did! Belive me i did, i got him. He got me. We are one together.
Alec stops for a minute..
Support leader: you can continue
Alec: there is nothing More, you want to know how i lost The Love of My life? And how i every day try to bring him back?
Support leader: Yeah how did Magnus bane die?
to be continued
