Brendaa

Day 3

I wake up to feed baby August. Look to my left and Leronn is sound asleep next to me. The nurse has entered the room "Goodmorning, just came to let you know that you will be discharged today in about 3 hours." I say "Thanks!" Leronn: You alright?, let me take the baby so, you can get some sleep.  I say to him "I'm fine!, our your stuff on so we can load up. I have somethings to prove." Leronn looks at me and says "Where are we going?" We're going back Leronn, back t prove  my point and make my statement. Leronn: "Are you sure about this?" Yes!, Let's go. We pick up baby August and gather our thing to leave. 7 hours later: It's 5:03P.M as we approach the abusive home that I have to walk into. I take baby August out his seat and go to the door. I get buzzed in, walk up tons of stairs until I reach the door. As I stand at the front of this door and think, i think about my past, present and is I walk in this room will I live to see my fucking future? I grab the door knob and walk in.  I look around and don't see him but, when I walk into the bedroom, there he is sound asleep, like a baby, as if nothing ever happened. I gently push him, He awakens and looks at me shocked. J says: "Where have you been?" Where I been ain't non of your damn business, where I'm going us nothing you should know. I'm doing me now! I'm doing me with me, myself, my baby and anyone else that wants to be here with me on this planet today.  I say the baby down, comfortably and sound asleep. I look at J and say "I'm done with your ass period, point, blank!" J gets up our of the bed, looks at me and says " who the he'll are you talking to?" I look at him and say "I'm talking to you!" He tried to hit me but, I move out the way and swing on him back, I dont stop until I see blood and him on the floor. Now, he's laying there in shock, as if he never seen me like this, which he hasn't. I bend over and look at him saying goodbye! I grab the last of my things and my baby. Now, I'm walking out this place that i no longer have to call home with significance. I have blood on my knuckles and splatters of it on my shirt with a bright red face. I open the car door and put August in his seat. I get in my seat. Leronn looks at me, smiles and kisses me saying "Brendaa, im proud of you baby girl, you stood up for yourself and showed that your fear in him is gone!" He grabs my hand. "It's blood.", I say.  Leronn: Lets go get you cleaned up then, as he holds my hand and slowly drive off.
   Kara NaShaaa