Cameron Boyce imagines

Miscarriage pt. 2

You heard beeps of a machine and opened your eyes. "Ah!" You yelled. You closed your eyes because of the light. "Y/N?" Cameron. You looked at him and he smiled. "How long?" You asked. His smile dropped and he took your hand.

"A week." You gasped and sat up. "Babe. Take it easy." He said. "The baby?" You were looking around but didnt see him or her. "Where!" You yelled. "Baby-" You cut him off. "Yes! Baby!" You yelled. 

Nurses ran in and held me down. "Ma'am. Ma'am. I need you to calm down! Take deep breaths." You did as told and laid back. "You had a Miscarriage. You werent large enough to hold your baby. Im sorry." 

You screamed and cried. "Why me lord!" You cried. 

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You and Cam were laying in bed and talking about names you were gonna name them. "What about Elisha?" He asked. You sighed and looked at the ceiling. "Why are we even doing this Cam?" You turned towards him. "We can always try again. Baby. I want you to know that I will always be here for you. Through thin and thick. Through everything. I will carry your problems on my back through the Arizona Desert. I love you so much. I cant live without you. This is both of our problems. But just know that it takes two to make one. And then those two will become three or more. But I love you and I know that our chid loves us too. Even if we cant watch them take their first steps. Speak their first words or be able to hold him. But thats ok. Because he didnt have to be brought into this cruel world. But we will love them not matter what. I love you." 

You were crying and kissing his chest. "I love you too."