Is She The One? (Camren)

chapter 4

I feel myself get red and I know everyone is staring at me. But I am so surprised about what just happened that I am speechless.

Hours went by but it felt like minutes. Me, dad & Chris talked about everything. From how the basketball team won championships because Chris made a 3 pointer before the buzzer. Or how Taylor told this dumb but funny joke at breakfast. Funny enough that dad spit his cereal out of his nose. I missed a lot in just one night, I feel like I missed the best things that could have happened. What am I saying these are the best memories since mom died last month. No one really knows about that but my family. Especially since I have no friends. I used to have one named Alexa but she moved away to New York about 3 months ago. So now I am stuck going through Berks High School as a loner.

That is about the time I started cutting. With no one to stop me it started getting out of hand. I found myself cutting over nothing. But instead, cutting because I needed to feel the blade upon my skin. Right while I am in the middle of thinking I hear my door open and shut.

"Lauren you are free to go now if you wish, but I want you to know now since your family is out of the room. That we have many doctors and people who can help you with what you are going through. Do you understand?"

"Yes Dr Cabello. I understand, thank you so much for taking such good care of me."

"It was not under my orders it was under a 17 year old, that I kept you safe no matter what." He says with a big smile on his face like he knows something that I do not and walks out of the room.

What did he mean a 17 year old? Who? I was getting out of bed about to head to go ask when my dad walks in with Chris

"Ready to go princess?" my dad asks.

"Yeah just let me change real fast."

I grab my clothes and get changed and put my hair in a messy bun. By the time I was done my dad was in the room with the papers saying I could leave and what medicines I need to take. With that we left. While walking out of the hospital I see Camila walk into a room with a hospital mask on. I read the sign on the door. It says Cancerous children inside, please where a mask for their safety. I feel myself tear up just reading the sign. Now i realize why she said she couldn't come back. I then feel an arm around my shoulder and now I am being guided to the front doors to leave. All I know is Camila has had many surprises to show me today. With everyone it makes me love her even more.

By the time we get home it is late, I'm very exhausted and I still have to get ready for school in the morning. So I make my way to my room. oh how I have missed my own sheets, or my Lana Del Ray posters everywhere or even the small lava lamp I got from my grandma for my birthday. I miss the fumes of my perfume I use every morning, or my clothes out of my closet i missed it all. I soon felt myself relax and I knew I should get a shower. But it scares me, it scares me to walk in there. Knowing I hurt myself really bad in there 2 days ago. But I realize I must conquer my feelings at some point. So I grab night clothes and walk into the bathroom. Not locking the door just in case something would happen to me. I finally found the courage to get in the shower. Once I got in it felt great, it made me feel refreshed, clean of worry. It felt nice for once. I stayed in the shower before I got out. once i got out I got ready for bed, but before I fell asleep I found her on my mind. Why does Camila mean this much to me? With that question I fell asleep.

A/N: I hope you all like this story, if so keep commenting I really want to know whether I should continue or not ~Camissa