Save Me -Jikook|♡

It's Really Not a Date

Sunday May 28, 2014
Jungkook's Pov
"Happy birthday Yuna! Blow your candles out and make a wish!"
The girl blew out the candles and made a wish she only could hope would come true, a wish that would stop her little brother from getting hurt and the pain put on her instead. She knew what was going on but could never say anything but little did she know, it was only going to get worse.
"One day we'll run away from here no matter how hard it will be, we'll get out of this place away from them where no one can hurt you."
"Why is if only me? Why don't they hurt you?" No answer.
"Maybe the cheer him up."
"Stop whining you little brat, I swear we should have left you in a ditch somewhere. Shut up!"
Yelling and crying distracting everyone in the car made her wish come true, the hurt he felt now on her but not from a beating, she'd feel pain but not his pain, he'd still be hurt in the future and she won't be there to stop it.
Praying for his abuse to stop looking out at the scene she was pulled from, she looked at him one last time before drawing her last breath on the ambulance stretcher.
"It's your fault Jun-"
I wake up sweaty and cold even though I'm under every blanket on the bed. It's been a while since I've had a dream of the little boy but this time this one was...different and that girl Yuna, I feel like I know that name somehow but I can't really put my finger on it and it wasn't Jimin's friend either it was a different girl, the boys sister. I try to remember her face but I can't not even a small detail of it.
I decided to forget about it and take a shower to get ready for my day out with Jimin.
~a few minutes later~
The breakfast in front of me is slowly eaten since I don't have much appetite and I think Jimin noticed but he never questioned me.
When we are finished we leave to go to the cafe. Once we get there the driver parks in the lot which only has a few cars in it. "There must not be a lot of people in today." I said as we got out the car.

Jimin walked away on the phone, 'must be important' I thought so I just walked to the cafe entrance and took in the scenery. It looked like any other family owned place, small, creme walls with fairy lights hanging along the top of each corner, Japanese paintings hung neatly, and soft kpop playing in the background. I was snapped out of my trance when Jimin walked in and a waiter walked by with fresh coffee.

"I called you like three times already, are you that fascinated by all this?" he said referring to the decoration. I shrug and walk to the front counter to look at the menu, Jimin following. " What do you want I'll pay." I look at him for a minute because i wanted to pay since he's done enough for me already the least I could do was pay for our drinks. "No, I'll pay you've done enough for me." after going back and forth, Jimin ended up winning the argument by the time someone came to the front.

Sooyoung's Pov

Finishing the dishes from the last customers served, I head to the front to get the next order still hoping and wondering if Jungkook would show up.

I got myself together mentally, made sure I looked presentable and hoped for the best, not that it mattered anyway since he hasn't see me in years and probably forgot that I even exist. Sighing, I go out with my note pad and pen only to see two young boys, one dressed in a suit and the other in more casual clothing and just for a second I think back to the picture the lawyers and officers showed me before I left jail and realized it was him. It was really Jungkook. My baby boy all grown up and the part that hurt me the most, filled me with more regret is that he he was actually smiling, not a single scar in sight he didn't even look like he had been through hell and back because of me and his father. He was happy. Before I could cry I blinked the tears away and walked up to them.

"Hello, my name is Sooyoung and I will be serving you today. Would you like any of the specials we have today?" I said trying my best to sound professional but just knowing that the boy I've hurt in so many ways is standing right in front of me is unbearable. Just to see that he is even alive makes me want to cry. I know I've been out for a day and have seen things I've missed but that doesn't compare to seeing him. I feel like my whole world is complete like I just found my other half.

"Uh no thank you, I'll have a green tea boba." he still likes that. "I'll have the honeydew boba and two manju's (baked sweet pastry)." "Would be here or to go?" I asked writing down their order preying they'd stay. "To g.." Jungkook started to say but his friend cut him off. "Here please." yes! I show them to an open table in the corner of the cafe where the best lighting is.

"Your order will be here shortly." I walk away sighing as I made my way to another table, the table I was being watched from. "I saw him. I really saw him. Ricky won't know he is alive or where he lives will he? I want him to be safe when I leave." I could never live if Jungkooks father knew about me seeing him and getting someone on the outside to find him. I'd die. "Do not worry Ms. Jeon we will make sure everything is fine. He has been in good hands with these people and they would never let anything happen to him. We will give the letter to them andx they can give it to him when the right time comes." I nod and continue working.

Jimin's Pov

He looks just like her. I wonder if he even knows who he is standing in front of. Does he really not remember everything, is the amnesia that strong? It is hard trying not to tell him that this is his real mother and that we're only here so she can see him before she leaves and that half of his life has been purposely forgotten. But I didn't say anything I just looked at the menu.

I can tell by the look on her face that she was hurt and happy at the same time. Happy because she can finally see her son after years of being locked up, hurt because it would be the last time she would see him and couldn't apologize for everything that she had done, for screwing up his life, for failing him as his mother. In my mind she did not fail. She was a victim too and did what she could, but I could never tell her that.

'Jungkook please get better, remember everything and try to understand to understand that she did everything she could, everyone did, I did and I never want you to get hurt. I don't want you to be hurt when you remember.'

Jungkook's Pov

Waiting for our order we both sit in silence, only hearing the soft music in the background. "Thank you for the da-" "It's really not a date!" Jimin said with rose cheeks. I laugh at his embarrassment which was kind of cute. "I wasn't going to say that. Thank you for the day out." his face got even redder as his bottom lip went into a pout. "Oh."

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Hey guys! Sorry it took a century to update, I feel like I've been on the same chapter for years but it feels good to finally have it done and I hope you all like it. It took a long time to do and it probably is still crap but whatever tell me what you think in the comments. Love you