Why did you do it? Why did you run away? You left me alone with mom and dad. You know they don't like me. They say I was a mistake. They beat me everyday saying they hoped I would die in a hole. Someday you'll understand. But until that day I will be alone. Sad. Lonely. Depressed. I'm extremely skinny. I can't go on any farther.
That's why I'm in my room now. Mom is screaming at me to stop crying and make dinner. I want to tell you how sad I was, but I won't be alive much longer.
Bullies were awful today. The beat me and took my money. I told my friend and she just rolled her eyes and ditched me. I grabbed my razor and cut 5 lines on each arm. I walked over to the window and with the little strength I had, I jumped. I fell 205 feet and landed on my head. I smiled as I saw everyone rushing towards me. I smiled knowing I was leaving this terrible live. I closed my eyes smiling.
--Time skip--
Today is my funeral. I see you with mom and dad. Why do they have the right to cry? They did this to me. They caused me to get like this. Just one I love you could've saved my life. But they didn't care no one did. So now I'm saying goodbye to you. Goodbye my identical twin.
Love forever,
Allysa
