"You can't do this" I said while crying, trying to wipe the tears away from my face as fast as I can.
"What do you mean, you want me not to marry her?" Jack ask me, confusing written all over his face.
"Yes!"
"And why is that?"
"Because I-I love yo...
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" why does life has to be so hard...."
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Elaiza:
Once I was done picking up the blood that had fell down onto the floor while I was on the phone with Jack, i decided to put a sweater on to cover up the cuts.
"Oh" I hissed once the fabric of the sweater touched my cuts."why do i keep doing this to myself?" I questioned myself.
I keep hurting myself and then i regret it the next day. I have to learn that, that's not the way to solve problems..but i don't know what to do.
I can't talk to my parents about this because i know my parents will be dissapointed of me and how can ypu tell a person that they are cutting because of them? I can't.
I can't talk to my brother because we all know how that will end up. He will probably laugh at me and most likely tell everybody in our school that i cut.
I can't tell Zach or Corbyn because they won't understand and even though Daniel would hear me out he would be worry of me 24/7 and i don't wan't that.
I can't tell Jonah because i barely know him and even though he is sweet i just don't want him to feel guilty and feel pressured that he has to worry about me and anyways we just started our friendship and i don't want to ruin that.
And even though Jack obviously knows what i'm going through and he is the ONLY person to know what i'm going through. I don't want to talk to him about this because he went through something with hi- nothing.
Why do life has to be so hard....
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