Im not perfect

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(Lizy POV)

Laid up in the bed with Chris felt amazing...not amazing b/c he was CHRIS BROWN...but that type of amazing that made me feel special, loved and not a second choice.

Chris slowly open his eyes and rubbed his fingers through my hair and he looked at me

"I love you"-Chris

"You what?"-Lizy

"I love you"-Chris
He mumbled

"Sorry I couldn't hear that"-Lizy
I smirked

"I love you Lizy"-Chris
He screamed

"Aww baby "-Lizy

I gave him a kiss and got up from the bed ...I turned around and smirked

I walked to the kitchen and started making breakfast

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I walked to the kitchen and started making breakfast...

I don't know why I didn't say I love you back but something told me to hold back b/c I not completely in love with him...I care for him but I don't love him yet.

( 3 weeks later)
Lizy Pov

Everything been going so good I started college and I'm passing all my classes so far and Chris have been seeing me whenever he is free... but I've been getting morning sickness a lot...I'm going take a pregnancy test today ... I'm so scared...what if I'm pregnant ...what am I going to do

(3 hours later)

I got home and went in my purse and toke out the pregnancy test I paced back in fourth and finally went into the bathroom i waited  for 2 minutes and lift it up....it said yes I was pregnant...I was so shocked I couldn't believe it  the first time I've ever had sex and I get pregnant...I knew I had to do something that would good for me and the baby and Chris ...I have to get an abortion I have so much things to look forward to in life ...I didn't even finish college I'm not married and most importantly I'm not in love and I'm not strong enough and mature enough to raise a child.

I decided I'm not going tell Chris that I'm pregnant nor that I'm getting abortion all he would try to do is stop me...I made an appointment with the doctor in the morning to get it done...

(Next day)

I walked into the operating room and got naked...I laid on the bed and I cried my eyes out and looked up into the ceiling

"Forgive me  "

They put me to sleep

I woke up and about 30 minutes later they allowed me to go home...I cried in the car and felt alone...I couldn't talk to Chris...I felt so bad I didn't even let him know ...

( 3 days later)
Chris POV
I haven't seen my baby in forever...I'm going by her house today...

I knock on door and she open it

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I knock on door and she open it

"Hey baby"-Lizy
She passionately kiss my lips

We sat on the couch and we're talking about college I felt something poking

"Something is poking me"-Chris

I pulled it out and it  said planned parenthood vist
"What is this "-Chris

"Baby are you pregnant "-Chris

"Baby we are going to have a child together"-Chris
He smiled ear to ear

"Baby"-Lizy
I mumbled

"I'm so happy baby....we are going to be a family "-Chris
He rambled on

"Baby"-Lizy
I screamed

"I was pregnant...but I had an abortion"-Lizy

"You what "-Chris

"How could you "-Chris

"I was so scared and I wasn't ready and I'm not sure about you and me I'm not sure if you're for sure I don't want my baby to grow up in the hood...I want my baby to depend on me and I couldn't give it that "-Lizy

I cried holding my face down into my knees

"That was my baby too"-Chris

"You know what your a selfish bitch"-Chris

"You're dead to me"-Chris

I was so hurt I never felt this way ever in my life how could the woman I love hurt me so bad.

I was so hurt I never felt this way ever in my life how could the woman I love hurt me so bad

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