Some we pay far too much attention to. Other no where near enough. There are things we tell ourselves late at night when the darkness creeps up in our minds. Or the thoughts we whisper to ourselves standing in front of bathroom mirrors with tears running down our cheeks. But these are the false truths we need to let go of. As we cannot see our selves objectively from the outside perspective others do. Back to back with your subconsciousness trying to fight back this battle. This battle of surging but then again feeling like you're ready to fall without something to grab onto. The only cure is drowning yourself in the deadly liquor called self- condemnation. It's like you're constantly trapped inside this certain state of mind. One you can't escape from. One I can't escape from.
