Dear, diary
I love him and yet i dont have the guts to tell him, and to be honest I don't think I ever will. Every day I see Emery and Jack sitting on the couch cuddling as the watch movies I wanna break down and cry. If I do that then everyone will know that i love him and then he will never wanna talk to me again. I just cant take him hating me, I wouldnt be adle to live with myself. Thats all for today.
Ricky
Ricky's POV
I shut my diary and i know what you're thinking i cant believe he has a diary what a wimp but this book holds all of my secrets and if it was ever read by anyone else but me I think I would die. I then put the book under my bed and walk out of my room bumping into Emery, who was standing there looking like he just watched The Notebook and before i could say any thing he rapped his arms aroumd me and started crying so I rub his back trying to calm him down but he starts crying harder. Then I back up with him still holding onto me and i sit him down on my bed. He stops crying so then i ask "why are you crying", then he starts crying even harder then he was just a minute ago, so we lie down and he crawls into a ball and lays his head on my chest and i start to run my fingers threw his hair and two hours later he finally fell so i stood up and walked down stairs to see liam sitting at the kitchen table, "Do you know why Em was crying?" I ask him pointing to my tear stained shirt. He shrugs his shoulder in confusion
Emery's POV
I can't believe Jack broke up with me because he "wasnt feeling anything anymore." I woke up in ricky's room and i slide out of his bed and stand up and then i here a thud so i turn around to see a book flipped open to a page so i pick it up and start to read it and as i was reading I find out that Ricky loves me, while reading i must have been really foucused because I look up to see Ricky in tears and all he could manage to mutter out was "You read my diary" he just ran out of the room and locked himself in the bathroom i walk over to the door knocking and i hear him crying and i slid doen the door.
"Ricky, look if it makes you feel any better i love you too." I told him
"Not the same way i love you."he cried.
"You dont know that open the door and let me show you." I told him.
Yet two hours later i was still sitting at the bathroom door and i finally get tired of waiting so I pick the lock on the door to find an empty bathroom with the window open so I quickly run out of the bathroom running downing the stairs trying to fall and when i get into the living room i grab my phone and call Ricky and it goes straight to voicemail so I call him seven more times before I give up and sit on the couch and wait for Ricky to call back
RING!!! RING!!!
YOU ARE READING
my best friend (remery)
Fanfiction"You know how i feel and yet you keep doing this to me" he said as his voice cracked
