Chapter 9

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"Never have I ever done self harm."

Shit.

I don't know what to do. Should I take a drink and come clean or lie and keep my secret safe?

I started moving my hand closer to the cup but then I put it back on my lap.

So now your a liar?

Shut up conscience!

You just lied to everyone in the circle.

I'm only friends with two of them!

God, I hate that conscience but it tells the truth.

***

After that, we played a few more rounds and then I decided it was time to go home. I felt bad since Leslie and Bree didn't want to go yet so I texted Kaylee if she could take me home since she was being nice to me earlier.

As I walk all d out of the house to wait for Kaylee, someone stopped me in my tracks.

"Leaving so soon?" The voice sounded familiar. As soon as I turned around, I saw Ryder drinking for a cup.

"I've been here for about 2 hours, trust me, 'soon' is not the word to use." I told him as I see Kaylee's car.

I walked towards it and get in before Ryder can say anything else.

***

As soon as I get home, I thank Kaylee before running into my room.

When I walked in, I laid down on my bed. I put my phone on my side table, took off my makeup, and got changed so I could go to bed.

I started falling asleep until I got a text message from a random number.

1(510)274-8391: Hey bitch, I'm surprised you haven't killed yourself yet. Your so ugly and pathetic.

-M

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Hey! Did ya like the chapter? I'm soooo sorry that I've been dead, I will really try to update more often. Byee!

Xoxo, Frida😘

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