Him

Save me

Everyday I wake up from my dreams and face reality. Everyday I get up from the floor and make breakfast for the beasts. Everyday they remind me that I'm a waste of space. Everyday the beasts brand me with marks. Everyday I cover them up. Everyday I walk to school to face the people I once called friends come over and torment me. Everyday they knock me down and add more marks. Everyday they take this book and read it with venom dripping from their lips with every word they say out loud. Everyday laughter drowns their words out. Everyday I run to the restroom and realize that this world is a dream. Everyday I realize that the only way to wake up is death. Everyday is a day closer to the day I wake up for this wicked dream. Everyday I walk down the hall and feel stares. Everyday I turn around and see him. Everyday I see him smile and I know it's fake for why would someone care for me. Everyday he asks me how I got my marks. Everyday I tell the same story with the same smile. Everyday I reply I fell on my way here. Everyday he sees through my lies. Everyday when schools over I go back to the lair of the beasts. Everyday day they send me to the attic with no food. Everyday I can feel my body deteriorate as I lay on the cold floor. Everyday day I wonder why me. Everyday I hope someone will come save me from this reality. Everyday I dream that I have a family and friends who loves me. Everyday I dream I have no marks that slowly heal. Everyday I wish I had a better life. Everyday I wish for my prince to save me. Everyday I realize that this is how it. ~~~~
I knew today was the day to end it. I walked up the stairs to get on the roof. I pulled out  my phone and took a picture of the scenery below me. I post it with the caption goodbye. I feel the tears run down my face as I start climbing over the rail. I feel a hand around my waist pulling me away from the rail. I turn around to see him begging me not to. That I'm the only reason why he stays here. I fall to the the floor next to the rail. I look up to see him right next to me. I feel him hug me and tell me that he's here for me. I here him telling me that I can't leave him all alone. I here him say that he loves me. I feel my heart skip a beat. I tell him it's a lie for I am tainted. I here him say that no matter what he'll love me. I fell the tears fall out of my eyes. I feel him pull my face into his chest. I feel myself fall into the darkness called sleep. I open my eyes to see I'm on a bed. I wipe my tears as I hear him telling me it's ok that it's all in the past. I calm down and lay back down and realize that no one can hurt me for his here with me. For he's my angel. For he's my rock. For he's my savior. I feel his lips on top of my forehead as I fall back to sleep.
Before I finally fall asleep I look at my hand I study the small diamond on my finger I smile and secretly thank him for the past 4 years. For 4years ago I found my prince and he did indeed save me. I woke up to see he had my note book from 4 years ago. I tell him that it's time to let go of it. I take it from him and walk outside I take a lighter and lit the book smiling as the pages burned. The book was done it was now in the past with everyone that hurt me. For this is the time of new beginnings.