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"Okaa-san..."
"Yes sweetie"
"How come every day goes by so fast"
"That's just how things are sadly"
"Alright...."

"I'm going to sleep.."

Hello my name is (y/n) I am 15 and I come from the uk I'm bi and i have 2 types of cancer so I have often vists to the hospital as you can see haha

"Kill me.."

I'm a pretty cheerful person most of the time but I can snap when people try to butt in and think they understand things.

"Already"

Sad thing is I mostly think people say that to feel better about themselves and accepted I mean that's my way of thinking I guess..

I have two friends Annabelle and Mary ahaha they have such enchanting names ain't that funny (ihaveabadsenseofhumor)

I also hardly go out because of my condition but for today Im going to make a exception (Apparently)

That's enough explanation for now I might aswell wake up, I have to meet my bestfriends tomorrow (finally freedom for once )

(y/n)

"AGHH Hmm" I said stretching out loud still half sleepy "Aah sweetie your awake!!" My mother says concerned "Yes of course I am" I groan slightly annoyed my Mother always asks me this it gets on my nerves quite abit "I'm supposed to get up at this time" I say rolling of the bed slowly, Mum just walks away "Alright then enjoy yourself" she says doing a waving sign, I sigh what is wrong with her today I groan anyways I better head out fast or my friends my get bored of me oh sh*t!! I scream in my head

*Getting dressed*
I put on my chunky cardigan and lace collar top along with my jeans and timberland boots

To be honest I'm still not very good at dressing up haha my sense of fashion is quite low-
-Iwonderhowthosetumblrchicksdoit-
Anyways
I grabbed a bottle of mnt dew and my iPhone in my pocket and brushed my hair

All ready!!

(Y/n)

It was quite chilly while stepping outside I could feel tingling sensations going all over my body I guess today's going to be a cold day haha

I'm waiting at the train station for my bestfriends and I see Annabelle not Mary... "Hey Annabelle!!" I shout out running to her ,She notices and shouts "Heyo (y/n)!!" We hugged "So were is Mary" I said concerned and unsure "Well you see.." She licks her lips and intwines her fingers "You see Mary well..." She runs of leaving me speechless and even more in shock

"ANNABELLE WAIT!!" I shout sprinting like hell AGHH this pain is to much for me "Annabelle" I shout once more trying to get her attention She just keeps running until
Stops

And turns around
"(y/n) I'm sorry but I can't"
"Yes you can!!"
"Tell me what's wrong!!"
"I,m your friend aren't I!!"
"I'm not sure..."
"What.."

"Mary is in hospital.."
"She,s in a lot of pain and I think she wont"
"Make it...."
"What!!"

"And without Mary I can't really be with you..."
"Your talking strange are you okay.."
"WHY WOULD I BE SAYING THIS IF I WAS OKAY I ABSOLUTELY HATE YOU I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE!!"
"Woah calm down Annabelle..."
"Shut up.." "Go die already "
" I never liked you anyway "
"Your just a third wheel..."

I'm utterly confused right now

I'm also frightened is this a dream

"SCRAM!!"
*sprints* I'm sprinting so much right now zavdsbnbf

*Phone rings* huh who's ringing me right now Urgh

"Misono... Alicein.."

Who is this person how did this person get my number what!!

"Hey is this (y/n)!! Hello!"
"Yes how can I help you..."
"Never mind wrong number I think ughh!"
"Wait!! Don't hang up who are you how do you have my number what are you going to do to me!!
*Misono tch*

"Persistent aren't you.."

"No I'm not!!"

"STOP STRIPPING AHHH!!"
"Ahh!! I'm sorry"
"Not you my serv- I mean my brother
Is stripping it's a annoying habit of his"
"Alright I guess.."
"I have to go"

"WAI-" I was cut of the phone how sad T-T anyways I better make my way home, I wiped my sobbing tears and walk home.

(y/n)
"Mother I'm back" I said with a slight smile "Oh my goodness you took ages!!" She said "I was so worried!!"
She also said hugging me in a tight embrace crying

Huh why was she crying...
"I'm so sorry" huh why is she apologising to me what is this
"To be honest I'm not a good mother and I was only worried because.."

"I never really liked you that much"

"Well I'm still glad you got here earlier"
She sighed

"Your going away tomorrow you see"
What did she just say...
"Mum what are you talking about..."
"We can't keep you here"
"You're going to Tokyo"
"That's all..."

"You can go to sleep now honey"

"..............."

"Night"

And this is where my nightmare begins




(::/::) ----hello--- 2008/07/03
(y/n) I'm sorry

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