Enthusiastic Fan of a Star

STAY STILL

The stars still smiling knowing they have fans that will surely protect them and know the real story. Stars are very proud to their fans because of that.

No matter how people call me crazy because I love K-pop, I am still a fan though only K-pop fans can understand the feeling of idolizing Korean idols. They think it's absurd, very silly to like K-pop because of the language. Yes, I admit it is hard to be an international fan but what is the use of English subtitle then? If even there is no subtitle, you can just laugh when they laugh or through gestures/body language. When you love or interested in something/someone, language should never be a hindrance. Yes, I can't understand Korean or Hangul then what's wrong with that? Actually I can learn it as the days passes by. For example, I can study in Korean School (if ever I can afford) or I can study on my own way. It is really great and an advantage to be a die-hard K-popper.

Of course, if you are really always watching them in television, YouTube especially in concert and any other ways to listen or to watch them. The advantages that I am talking about is that as time passes by you will be familiar with the language and eventually you will know how to read and write a Hangeul and understand it. It is also an advantage because like me I can meet new friends in personal or in social media every day. I met also a people who I will cherish as a friend. Social media like face book, instagram, twitter, tumblr, watt pad, and my favorite is amino because I can write a blog then know more new K-pop fans. K-pop community can make great friends. And if there is an advantages there is also disadvantages like every time there is a concert or event about K-pop and you will not able to attend because of financial reason mostly fans are in this situation including me but there is also many reasons. And it has a big impact emotionally; I observe this in myself every time I can't able to attend a concert. However, if that happens K-pop gives light to my mood. It eventually makes my sadness, sorrow and pain fades so easily. Remembering that there is other way to watch them that are on video or fan cam. It is really an advantage to have a social media account because it will give you updates what's happening about the idol you follow, by remembering that it makes me happy. Being a fan girl is not a waiting game and expects things to happen. You make it happen. If you want albums and merchandise, you save for it and find ways how to buy it in your budget. If you want to watch music videos and listen to songs, you search for it. Because, I enter in a different world where I can't go back. There is no escape or exit in this world, I guess. There are many times that I tried to escape in this so called world but I can't. I do not know why I can't go back in normal life. This world that I am saying is called K-pop World. In just one blink I am inside this world full of strange for me before, but now it is normal things that I do. My peaceful life before I enter this K-pop World becomes a life like riding in a roller coaster nowadays. Inside this world there are many emotions that I felt like I had never feel before and I am enjoying it. Honestly, I can't deny the fact that there are times I really want to go back in my normal life where I can do all normal things like others. K-pop changed my whole life. Everything has really changed. Inside the K-pop world there is a K-pop fandom where in it is like an independent community from the real world where people have different insights and opinions. Communicating with other fan girls makes me happy. K-pop is globally acknowledged and each person is different. As I observe, if not for K-pop, I would not have experienced those things I mentioned. I am very much willing to continue this journey. Some people think K-pop is just nothing, but for me it is my everything. Instead of an obsession, I consider K-pop as my life's inspiration. It motivates me in my everyday life. Whenever I am stress or have a bad feeling I just listen to my Stars songs. By listening to that I became happy. They are really my happiness and my inspiration in life. I started to be a fan of shining stars back then year 2012. In those years I become there fan actually a super fan girl. Every time there is an update about my lovely stars, I am updated through social media. Seeing their videos and listening to their songs, I overcome boredom. They says I am just wasting my time being a fan of my Korean Stars instead I just think that it is their haters or bashers that keeping my stars to drag down. Being a famous person is always following an antis or haters. So I understand why my Stars are having a hard time with their haters or bashers wherever they are. Also whatever they do bashers are also watching them. But we their fan boys and fan girls make them feel good to avoid their bad vibes. And with that as a fan girl that's my job and my life when I enter the K-pop world that changed my whole life into such a joyful feelings.