GHOSTS

Chapter 11

Derek feels that terrible headache again by hearing that.

"No! No no no no you don't have the right to die!"

Derek comes to cups Stiles face but fails and touches nothing.

"It's not my choice, babe!" Stiles answer lovely. "You still see me, right? But you can't touch me anymore. I'm dying and no one can save me!"

Derek scratches slightly his jaws and brushes his hair like a mad man.

"No! You shouldn't die! I'm going to the hospital right now! Stiles don't disappear from my life because I can't make it!" Derek touches Stiles side that is just air and nothing.

"I'm not even a person anymore." Stiles start to cry. "I'm trying be strong since the beginning but I don't want die. I don't."

Derek sees Stiles hands and feet a bit blurry like he's going to be wipe out from his sight... his patients runs out and gets dressed.

"No... I'm going to see you there! Bare with me Stiles, okay? You're the important person of my life! Just wait for me babe."

Stiles go with Derek until the door and he can trought for iy now. "I will with you. We have to talk during the trip."

Derek nods and smiles sadly while is walking backward slowly to his camaro.

"Yes talk to me. Be with me everywhere babe."

In the car, Stiles tries touch Derek but he can't. "Derek, we need to say goodbye!"

Derek takes of his sunglasses and keeps driving.

"Don't you dare telling me to say goodbye! I'll make you alive."

"I'm done with you stupid stubborn attitude. I'm begging you. I need to know if I die, if you couldn't save me, I need to know that we tell everything to each other and if you really love me you will let this stupid attitude and hear me say goodbye. If you don't have anything to say, okay. But at least listen to me!" Stiles yells.

Derek puts the horn for the front car and drives again before yelling as coarse as he could at stiles together with weeping tears. "How am I supposed to say goodbye to you?? Ha?? Stiles don't fucking leave me. Don't ban me from your voice please."

"Stop this shit. You will listen to me." Stiles beg.

Derek sniffs and those tears from his hot fully frowned face make him like a real version of a mad man. "You want to say goodbye? You want to stop seeing me? Talking to me?" Tears makes his voice tender and cracks his tune. "Then do it! Do it and put an end to my cursed life"

"I don't want stop seeing you, asshole! But I want to say everything because I can die, you know that? I don't want but I can. Fuck, just listen, you stubborn son of a..."

Derek's blurry visions of tears and Stiles lovely voice over his head... all of them... reminds him of sometimes. Closes his eyes and remembers... some vague scene from that night... from that arguing. "Stiles... I love you. If you can't be with me lemme tell you that I'll go to you as soon as possible and won't give up. This is my goodbye"

"Derek, I loved you 'till death do us apart, I loved you even when I was a ghost and I still love you when I'm almost dying. I will love you... Forever!" Stiles starts. "I want you to know how beautiful you are, how amazing you are.. You are the best men in the whole fucking world. Don't you dare say that you will die if I die. You don't. Because I don't will let you. Because I love you so much for let that happen. I want you to know my last wishs. I want you brought a house close to the beach, I want you adopted a girl and name her Angel because she will be your angel. I need you let anger out and I need you find happiness again. I know you can do that, you are the strong one. This is my last wishs and I need you do that. One more thing, forgive yourself. It's not your fault, and you need to get it. Be happy, my love, be happy!" Stiles try hold his hand and he get it for some minutes. "This is my goodbye!"