- he makes me like him so much I think it's love
Kenma and yourself laid on the floor in his room. You looked through his volleyball magazines that you guess were brought here by Kuroo and he played on his playing device, the only sound in the room were the one made when Kenma pressed the buttons of his device rapidly.
You were bored and there was nothing to do as it was Sunday. You tried to focus on the magazine before you but you couldn't help wondering where a certain Nekoma third year was. He could be in the door at any minute, prompting you to glance at the door longingly. You sighed repetitively and although Kenma found it annoying, he kept quiet because he believed that he knew what you were thinking about. And he couldn't relate.
"Kenma.."
"Hm."
You were silent, thinking about what to say carefully and he had to pause the game to listen after realising you were probably thinking of something important.
"Do you know the symptoms of love."
"This is... why I don't interact with other.. people."
"KENMA~! Don't be mean.."
He sighed and sat up, leaning against his bed when he watched you, a worrying look crossing your face and he sighed, putting down the device to grab his phone and when you opened your mouth, Kenma spoke first in a bored tone, "Do.. Do you think he's special?"
You sat up and your heart almost lurched in your throat when Kenma cringed slightly at the excited look in your eyes. You turned and moved along to the carpet to sit directly in front of Kenma and he looked down to the screen again, tapping it before opening his mouth, "Do you focus on the positives about him and ignore his negative traits? Or.. daydream about him and stuff?"
"Oh! I do! I daydream about Ku- about him all the time! He never leaves my fuc- sorry, my brain."
You smiled bashfully and looked down at Kenma's disapproving look, waiting for you to be quiet, "Do you have emotional instability?"
He stared, waiting for an answer, "Kenma, I said love, not something serious like tha-"
"I mean like exhilaration, euphoria [Name]. Not that. Like, do you feel increased energy, sleeplessness and loss of appetite, trembling, a racing heart and fast breathing. This sounds so troublesome."
He looked at you with pity. You thought about what he said and you didn't notice the way his golden eyes flickered to the door before returning back to his phone when you nodded at him, agreeing with those things and also wanting him to keep going, "Urgh.. Do you feel like.. intensified romantic attraction to him.?"
"Huh? Isn't that all the time?"
He rolled his eyes and you tilted your head, thinking before nodding again to agree fully this time, awaiting his next question, "Do you think about hi-"
"ALL THE TIME."
"D-do you have like a dependency on him? Why can't you just tell me who it is?"
"Be-Because!" He shocked you when he suddenly turned off his phone to drop it beside him dramatically. You perked up and pouted, wrapping your arms around your knees, resting your chin on your knees when you muttered under your breath, "I've.. I've never been in love before. I'm only eighteen so it scares me."
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Fanfiction| Kuroo Tetsurō x Female!Reader | You decide to tell your best friend about the boy you're in love with. | Haikyuu |