Hitman | Jikook | Book: 1

Chapter 17: Not an Angel

       Jimin wiped his tears looking at the things flung onto the floor. "I knew this was too good to be true.." Jimin sobbed. "Is there anyone out the who would love me...? Not to murder me? Not to rape me?" Jimin layed onto the bed feeling depression slowly walk in on him. "He was too perfect...."

        Jimin layed on his bed crying into a pillow like a heartbroken child. Everything he believed in Jungkook was now... Nothing but a lie. He questioned if he really was an Angel sent from god. Jimin recalled the kiss, he remembered it as if he was reliving it. He placed his hand on the bed where Jimin had his first kiss with the strange man. "How I wish this was all a dream..." Jimin was too upset to do anything but to lay down on his bed and complain. The dove flew into his room and landed on his hand. "Luckily you're not out to get me.." Jimin had his energy low due to how sad he was, he stroked the Doves feathers and smiled. "I guess you do make me smile.. I shouldn't be sad anyways... I'll learn to be strong." Jimin cupped his hands and held the bird smiling. "Such a calm wonderful bird." Jimin's nose was red and his eyes were puffy, he stood up to go draw his dream lover, atleast he still had hopes for him. The Dove remained behaved watching Jimin's every move as if it listened to Jimin's problems. Jimin pulled out a few papers and began to draw on his bed. After a while of drawing and small support from his bird, he dropped his pencil and smiled at the drawing.

"Atleast you wouldn't hurt me." Jimin thought as the bird flapped its wings and exited the room it was like the bird was there to make Jimin happy, And happy the bird made Jimin.

        Jimin placed his drawing in the cabinet along with the other drawings and layed down to take a small nap. He didn't want to clean, just sleep and wake up to eat and talk to his bird or at times, himself. This was his life without Jungkook. But when Jimin closed his eyes he still thought of Jungkook and loved him so much even if he knew how dangerous he was. "Don't worry... I still love you.." Jimin thought looking at the black suit case and fell asleep.
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       That night Jungkook walked into the dark room he noticed Jimin was asleep. "Asleep again?" He asked happily as Jimin remained Silent. Jimin was in bed all day and he was awake but refused to answer. "How long have you been in bed?" Jungkook asked again. No response.

       Jungkook walked forward. "Hey... Park Jimin..." Jungkook accidentally stepped on the black suitcase. He looked down and his eyes widened. "J-Jimin..."

        Jimin began to sob on the pillow. He tried to be strong but he couldn't. "Please just kill me and be on your way... Skip all of the torture and get to my death faster.."

       "Oh, Jimin." Jungkook sighed sitting on the bed and holding Jimin's hand. "I'm not going to kill you."

        Jimin snatched his hand away from Jungkook's and frowned looking at the ground while sitting up. "You lied to me!"

        "Jimin I-... Yes I lied to you... But only because I-"

         "Stop it... Stop lying to me... You are only making me happy before you kill me... Stop with the pity!"

         "I love you..." Jungkook finished his sentence making Jimin stay silent. "You are precious to me... So I'm not an angel, who cares? I know you love me and that's all I care about..."

        Jimin heard Jungkook walk over to the light switch. "It's about time I tell you everything..." Jungkook flipped the light switch on and turned around to face Jimin. "Jimin...Look at me..."

    Jimin quit sobbing and looked up locking his eyes on Jungkook's familiar face. Jungkook stood by the light switch staring at Jimin as Jimin took in a second to admire Jungkook's face. He looked much like his drawings and left the young boy speechless as he blushed.

         Jungkook exhaled. "Look at me and know...I'm no angel..."