the fabulous five (mikey way)

chapter five

it takes four days before I'm able to leave the tent, even then having to rely on the support of kobra. hes constantly there, helping and keeping my spirits high.

the three wives detest me, convinced I'm going to kill them, L bullying me relentlessly until mikey threatens to tell party. after that I'm plagued with incessant jabs and glares when my now boyfriend isn't looking.

I can tell their feelings toward me have changed, jet blatantly refuses to let c anywhere near me and she happily obliges with the New rule. ghoul and j are avoiding me, looking away and hiding when they can. in all honesty I dont care, I have my kobra and he's all I need. lady l denies party's  allowance to communicate with me and says if I want to speak to him.it had to be done through her and only her.

over the past three weeks since I've woken up we've become inseparable, only alone when washing or using the toilet. I can tell the others dislike this, trusting their idea that I'm lying and am going to kill kobra. I've tried time after time to persuade them of my innocence but they do not listen to me.

it's later on that I decide to take a walk with kobra, meandering the desert near our camp, the winter meaning the day is short and night comes early. miles away, I see scarecrow, a blip on the horizon yet there all the same and I turn as memories flood my mind. kobra sees what I see and wraps the ever comforting arm around me.

we begin to head back, entering the camp as the others dip into cans of  powder pup. jet and c silently excuse themselves, slipping away as ghoul and his wife do the same. kobra grabs two cans of powder pup, handing me one when L shakes her head, taking it off me and handing me one that I know has been open since before I woke up, and has about a third of the original contents inside mixed with sand and the spit of doctor d and show pony, who decided to have and aiming competition the day before . party subtly shakes his head, unable to help me but kobra scowls and tips the powder on the floor, sharing his with me.

L scowls, beconing for kobra to talk to her in private. it's a few seconds before I hear the "let her starve to death" speech. I sit in silence until party clears his throat, making me look up at him.

"I would understand if you ran away with mikes" he says, looking at me from.across the flames.

"why would we run away?"

"why wouldn't you? to get away from blind from lyn, the guys from everything. to have the life you guys deserve"

"and leave you?"

by now, kobra comes back in and leads me off into our tent. he sits me down on the bed we now have and kisses me slowly, me gladly kissing back. I realise there's a firey passion behind this kiss and soon kobras taking our shirts of, dumping them on the floor. he kisses down my bare chest, nibbling and probably leaving hickeys. he eventually gets to the waist band of my jeans, but I push him away.

"what's wrong blast?" he asks and I sigh

"I don't want to it wouldn't be fair" I state and he looks confused.

"fair on who?"

"what if I get pregnant. I refuse to risk bringing a child into the cruel world. I want to start a family I really do but with blind I don't think it's the best option" he sighs, agreeing with me, lying next to me, cuddling down.