TAL FISHMAN IMAGINES (requests open)

Personalised for faith!!!!!

FAITHS POV*

So Tal and I are really having a heated argument I dont even remember about. He isnt speaking to me and I tried my best to surprise him, treat him, sing to him. But nothing works.

I feel that Tal doesn't like me anymore. From the day of our frienship till today, instead of getting stronger its just breaking like a weak peice of thread, and we are legit on the verge of breaking. Its been so beautiful so far, until now. It just breaks my heart that no matter how hard i try to keep us strong it just seems useless. As useless as...................... i cant even think of it.

I am sobbing my eyes out but no one seems to care about it, not even Tal, the guy i trusted the most, who knows me into bits and pieces, who can practically read my mind.......... and I am about to almost lose him. I cant do anything but think about my state after losing him.

TALS POV*

I hear her sob from the other room. Not only is it sad but it breaks my heart to know that I am the reason behind those beautiful green eyes crying themselves to sleep. Her blonde beautiful hair in a mess, but yet so beautiful. But it isn't my fault cause she is the reason behind this fight, which I can barely remember what it was about.

I just sit on the bed going through some old photos to get my mind a bit refreshed. I clocked on the file which contained 1000 of pictures and I decided to view them from the start. 

It started from the day of my birth. My mum and dad holding little me. I giggle at how scared dad seems to be while holding me. I can say Im a pro at cuddling and holding babies. The pictures slowly proceded to my first birthday and all of my family joined to see me ruin the cake specially made for me. its really shocking that how i have all of this pictures.

I remember Adi gifting it to me on my 18th birthday. I giggled at all the memories getting refreshed in my brain, though I was just told about some of them.

Then I slowly proceed toward the pictures of my first day of kindergarden. The little Tal had tear stains on his cheeks, which only made me awe at my younger self. Then there was a picture of me and a girl in kindergarden and she had her back facing the camera and I could make out that me and the girl were enjoing the little competition of building the 'tallest sand mountain in the world' in our tiny sand pit.

A few pictures later ther was this same girl constantly in many pictures. It didnt take me any longer to notice it was none other than Faith. Going through these pictures only brought tears to my eye, not because I dislike her or something, don't get me wrong, but from the day of our friendship till today its just getting weaker and weaker rather than getting stronger.

I just wiped them away and I continued to go through the picture. I didn't notice till now that i've got so many pictures with Faith. There was this one picture where we went hiking and the wind was kissing her hair, inhaling her beauty and exhaling the relief her beauty gave it. Her sparkling green eyes perfectly matched the greenery at the mountain foot. I just couldnt help but smile at how much I love her.

There was a picture of me and her at the prom. I can't believe till this date that I actually asked her out. It wasn't the most romantic way cause of the situation she was in..... because of me.

"Tal... you should actually use this picture for the project............. its gonna definitely stand out" Faith say to me with a hopeful look in her eyes. To be honest I really don't like that picture so much. I mean its just way too much and............ okay fine I hate it. It was this picture of a boy painting on a public wall with pink. He wrote peace, but in my opinion it was too.......... pink and girly. "Errmmm I dont know...... I mean its a great picture but your choice doesn't stand out to me" she gave me the ' did you actually just say that' look " what do you mean by 'my choice doesn't stand out to you?" " I mean that you just have a really bad choice thats it, you don't have to over react to everything as you always do" I could clearly see that she was hurt but I just told her the bitter truth. " Whats wrong with you Tal? you've been acting weird all of a sudden".

She is actually getting more and more annoying, like what have I done to deserve this. "ASK YOUR SELF THAT QUESTION. IF YOU WEREN'T BEING SUCH A CLINGY ANNOYING USELESS B***H THIS ALL WOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED" I could clearly make out how mad and hurt she was getting by every word that slid through my lips. "I IN HERE AM TRYING TO HELP YOU AND ALL YOU DO IS CALL ME A CLINGY, ANNOYING, USELESS B***H, WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE YOU UNGREATFUL BAS**RD"  she is right now on my last nerve.

"YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU'RE JUST A WORTHLESS, ANNOYIN8G, UNCARING, NEEDY OF ATTENTION B***H" WOAH! I just cant believe what i said to the love of my life. I dont need another guy to seperate us when I am the only one doing that, though we aren't dating. I still didnt confessed my felling to her, and I am just decreasing my chances of being with her. "TAL?! WHAT THE ACTUAL F**K? YOU WERE NEVER LIKE THIS BEFORE! YOU ARE ACTING LIKE ONE OF YOUR ASSHOLE FRIENDS BACK IN SCHOOL"

Okayyy she has just crossed her limits " WILL YOU EVER SHUT UP YOU WORHLESS PIECE OF SHIT? YOUR VOICE IS SO F**KING ANNOYING"OMG i am so not helping the situations am I? "WELL YOU'RE THE WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT WHO NO ONE CARES ABOUT! NO WONDER YOUR SO CALLED FRIENDS ALWAYS DITCH YOU" "ENOUGH!!!" And thats when the unexpected happened.

FAITHS POV*

He just didn't do it. Tears are streaming down my face like a river flooded on a heavy rainy day, my cheek stings as my salty tears tried to ease the pain from Tals slap. His mouth was wide open from shock of what he just did, a hurt expression on his face. There was a tense silence around us which was broken by my sobs. A tear slid down from Tals eyes but I couldn't forgive him this time. Its gone way too far. He tried to speak but his voice cracked and I cut him off by turning aroung and stormung towards my car.

with tears clouding my vision, I didnt care but roared the engine to life and raced of to where ever my car took me to. The cars around me were honking like crazy.... probably because of my blind driving.

I took a sharp turn and reached to this place I've never seen before though its just a few blocks away from school. I just drove not caring about anything. I then approached to this broad bridge. broad enough to fit atlease two cars. I though of increasing my speed to a risky one, to try clear up my mind. Suddenly a puppy came in front and I slammed the brakes. The car flipped and my vission went completele blank, until I felt everthing was cold and wet. Was i dying?

TALS POV*

Oh lord! what have I dont? I didnt just loose her. now what about my plans....... all I could do right now is cry my eyeballs out. I was about to ask her out for prom, though she didn't want to go for the prom. i paid for her ticket and i was gonna surprise her. and now i just lost her, becuase of my stupidity. i ran out of the house, i didn't care if i hit something or someone as my vission was blurry.  the only thing i care about right now is faith. God! where am i gonna find her.

i searched for her for about 5 hours but i didnt find her anywhere. I went to her house, her friends house, her cousins house and not to forget her nans house. I also searched the parks, libraries, cafes, and even the close by beachs. but i couldn't find her anywhere. With a sad and tired mindset i returned home dissapointed in every way.....

I guess she deserves better, and I am not her better one. As much as it breaks my heart to say this, we all know it is the truth and can not be denied.

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A/N- OKAY GUYS THERE IS A PART 2 FOR THIS FOR FAITH BECAUSE HER STORY IDEA IS SO AMAZING AND MY MIND IS FLOWING WITH IDEAS...............

JUST HAVE SOME PATIENCE FOR PART 2

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