Protecting the boys who bullied me

Chapter 29

NIALL'S POV

Today is Alex's funeral, and me and the boys aren't excited at all, we don't even want to bury her, we want her back so bad, we haven't been the same without her, Louis has been sulking around all day yesterday, well pretty much all of us except for Harry's family cuz they planned her funeral, and when they heard the news they pretty much broke down as well

We drove to the church, and we saw that the fans were there, and the thing that really caught my attention was that they weren't screaming, they were crying, and holding up posters for Alex, and it was really different because they weren't creaming their heads off, now they're crying their hearts out

We wen in the church and then we sat in the front and then we just heard some preaching from the pastor, and then it was time for us to sing for her, and we decided to sing 'Half a heart'

So your friends been telling me
You been sleeping with my sweater
And that you can't stop missing me
Bet my friends been telling you
I'm not doing much better
Cause I'm missing half of me

And being here without you
Is like I'm waking up to
Only half a blue sky
Kind of there but not quite
I'm walking round with just one shoe
I'm half a heart without you
I'm half a man at best
With half an arrow in my chest
I miss everything we do
I'm half a heart without you

Forget all we said that night
No it doesn't even matter
Cause we both got split in two
If you could spare an hour or so
We'll go for lunch down by the river
We can really talk it through
And being here without you
Is like I'm waking up to
Only half a blue sky
Kind of there but not quite
I'm walking round with just one shoe
I'm half a heart without you
I'm half a man at best
With half an arrow in my chest
Cause I miss everything we do
I'm half a heart without you

Half a heart without you
I'm half a heart without you
Though I try to get you out of my head
The truth is I got lost without you
And since then I've been waking up to

Only half a blue sky (Only half a blue sky)
Kind of there but not quite
I'm walking round with just one shoe
I'm half a heart without you
I'm half a man at best (Half a man at best)
With half an arrow in my chest
Cause I miss everything we do
I'm half a heart without you

Without you [x2]
Half a heart without you
Without you [x2]
Half a heart without you

By the time we finished singing we were full on crying, it's really true, we're half a heart without our Alex, and then we saw 'Moments' because Alex said that was her favorite song of all our songs

[ Liam]
Shut the door
Turn the light off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this
Even though I try

Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands
Touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face

[Harry]
If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time

You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

[Niall]
Close the door
Throw the key
Don't wanna be reminded
Don't wanna be seen
Don't wanna be without you
My judgment's clouded
Like tonight's sky

[Louis]
Hands are silent
Voice is numb
Try to scream out my lungs
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face

[Harry]
If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time

You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

[Zayn]
Flashing lights in my mind
Going back to the time
Playing games in the street
Kicking balls with my feet

There's a numb in my toes
Standing close to the edge

There's a pile of my clothes
At the end of your bed

As I feel myself fall
Make a joke of it all

You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

And after that me and the lads started to cry once again, and then it was time to bury Alex, so we went outside and we heard singing, and then w saw that the fans were singing 'Right Now', and all of them were in tears, and Louis grabbed a mic

"Hello, I just wanted to say that we are very thankful for what you guys are doing, thank you for your support, and for the prayers for Alex, we love you guys so much, we hope to see you guys on our concert, which is the day after tomorrow, we love you" He said with the tears streaming down his face

Then we went to the cementary, and then we found a spot where it was perfect for Alex, so that's where we buried her, and when they started to lower her casket I just couldn't take it anymore

HARRY'S POV

We watched as they lowered her casket, and I just broke down, I cried and then I was on my knees, I just found my sister and now I lost her, and then I felt a hand on my shoulder, and I turned around and I saw that it was Louis, and he was also crying really bad

*30 MINUTES LATER*

It was now time to go home, and when we got there memories keep replaying in my head, and I know that's what the other lads were thinking

"I miss her so much" Zayn said, and we all looked at him

"All of us do, she didn't deserve to die, she died because she wanted to save us, and we're really thankful for that, but that doesn't mean that she has to die" Niall said, and we just nodded our heads, and then I had an idea

"Why don't we all sleep in Alex's room?" I suggested, and they just nodded their heads, the house seems so quiet, the laughter of Alex is gone, her voice is gone, she took a huge chunk of our lives with her when she died

Me and the lads went to our rooms to get ready for the night, and then we all met up in front of Alex's door, and once we were all here I opened the door, and I suddenly smelled her scent, strawberries, we all went to her bed and looked around the room, and Louis went to the closet, and he just I think kinda stared at her clothes, which reminded him of her, and by now we were all sleepy and then darkness took over me

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I KNOW I'M SORRY ANOTHER SAD CHAPTER, BUT DON'T YOU WORRY I'LL BE MAKING A TWIST TO THIS STORY, AND I'M PRETTY SURE YOU GUYS WOULD LIKE IT, SO PLEASE DON'T FORGET TO

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