Change Me

Chapter 9

Noelle's POV

Dad finally kicked Caitlin off of the tour bus. Fortunatly Christian was allowed to stay! Today is the day that he meets Madison!

"You nervous?" I asked as I sat down next to Christian on the couch.

"Yeah a little. I mean who knows whats gonna happen. You know what I mean?"

"Yeah I get ya. That's how I feel all the time with Justin" I said.

"Really? Why? You guys are already in love" Christian chuckled.

"Yeah but I still live in constant fear. Even though we are in love, I've seen someone fall out of love in a snap" I sighed.

"Who?" Christian asked me. Oh I guess he hasn't heard about my mother.

"My mom" I whispered. I let a tear escape from my eye.

"Oh Noelle I'm sorry. Do you want to talk about it?" Christian asked as he hugged me. I sighed as I started to explain.

*Flash Back*

I got out of my bathroom and started looking around on facebook. As I was scrolling my feed I started to hear screaming from downstairs. I rushed down to see my mom screaming at my dad.

"I FUCKING HATE YOU SCOTT! I HATE YOU SO MUCH!" My mom screamed at my dad.

"Marie please I love you. What has gotten into you? What did I do?" My dad asked with tears in his eyes.

"Mommy? Daddy? Whats going on?" I asked with tears coming down my face.

"WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPENED YOU LITTLE BRAT? YOU HAPPENED? YOU LITTLE MISTAKE! I HATE YOU SO MUCH! YOU RUINED MY LIFE" My mom screamed in my face. I just burst into tears.

"Mommy I'm sorry! Please forgive me I will do anything to make you happy again" I begged.

"ITS TOO LATE YOU FUCKING BRAT! I NEVER LOVED YOU! ALL OF THIS WAS JUST AN ACT. YOU TOOK YOUR FATHER AWAY FROM ME! I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU" My mom screamed.

"Marie if I ignored Noelle like you do then she would have been neglected" Dad explained.

"THEN HIRE A FUCKING NANNY" My mom yelled. I got down on my knees and sobbed. I burried my face into my palms and just let it all out. WHile I couldn't see, I felt a hard kick on my left rib cage.

"Ahh" I screamed in pain.

"I'M LEAVING YOU TWO NOW! I'M NEVER COMING BACK" My mom yelled. She slapped my dad in the face and then stormed out.

"Noelle" My dad gasped as he ran over to me.

"Daddy why?" I cried.

"Honey I'm sorry about your mother. I really am sorry" My dad sobbed.

"I'm sorry too"

*End of Flashback*

"Noelle I'm so sorry" Christian hugged me once I finished explaining what had happened. By now I was sobbing.

"Noelle I never knew this happened" I heard a familiar voice say. I turned to see Justin walking over to me.

"Justin did you hear all of that" I asked.

"Yes I did. I'm really sorry Noelle. I promise I will never do anything like that to you. I would never be able to live with myself" Justin said as he kissed my head. He let me lean on his chest and cry into his shirt. A few minuetes later the door opened revealing Madison.

"Oh am I interrupting something?" Madison asked.

"Uh no here come on in Madison" I said as I whipped my tears quickly and went to greet her.