I quickly ran to one of the bathroom cubicles after accidentally hearing their conversation. And I really had to pee!
What did they mean by that.....
I lost my memories....?
My parents didn't tell me about it... why...??!
What happened in my past?!?
What did she say about that i can't remember them....??
These questions that I can't answer... because they chose not to tell me the truth... it hurts that I've been living a life full of lies...
Lies.....
All of them are lies...
My life is a lie....
my current life is a lie...
Because I had a past life before...
That I can't remember....
They've been hiding all of this to me....
I want to know the truth...
But I just overheard the conversation.....
and in that I wasn't suppose to know the truth....... yet...
What if... they just doesn't want to me to know the truth.... and forever keep the truth from me...
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"Lisa, what took you so long?" Rosé asked.
"Uhm... i... i just...... There were so many people at the bathroom" i lied then faked a smile.
I will keep this a secret....
And eventually they will tell me the truth... i hope so...
But I want to know the answers...
I can't keep on hiding this...
"Oh. There's Jisoo unnie!" Jennie points to her going to us.
I will lie...
That's the best thing i could do for now...
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"Lisa. You okay?"
"Huh.? Uh yeah.. I'm okay..." i lied. I'm not okay.
We're at Jimin's house.
We're currently making steps for the dance.
But I can't concentrate.
"Are you sick?" He asks again.
"Im not... I'm ok" Im not okay.
"Then... If you aren't sick... why can't you focus..?"
I didn't answer him.
"Is there something bothering you?" He asks again.
"No..."
"There is... please tell me..." he begged.
"No... there's none..."
"Tell me..." he persisted.
"Its nothing" i assured.
"i know that something is bothering you. I'll help you" he persisted once again.
"Im okay" i replied.
"C'mon. Please tell me..." he begged.
"For the last time!! I said I'm okay!!! Isn't that enough?!!?" I shouted. I can't....i can't tell him... im sorry....
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Fanfiction[Highest rank: #13- Fan Fiction 1/8/18] The past. Her unforgettable past. The same people from the past came back. The lies. And the hurtful truth. from all the lies, She wanted to keep one, and cherish it forever. It was the same person who stayed...
