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September 3rd – Hoseok

BTS' disbandment: your thoughts?

I know I should not play the video, but listening to my heart is what I always do. What people think about it, huh? Are the fans disappointed? Sad? Angry? Do they feel betrayed? I want to know. I need to know.

"It breaks my heart, but I'll continue to support them with whatever they plan to do."

"BTS?" *girl chuckles* "I didn't even know they were disbanding!"

*boy vividly shaking his head from left to right* "I want them to be happy! As long as they're fine with it, then I have no reason to be sad!"

But I'm not fine...

"I love them so much..." *girls sobbing on screen* "Why? Whyyyyy!"

"To be honest, I don't even listen to their music. I guess it's just normal, I mean... look at them. They're getting old now, and it shows."

Music is my passion. I write, I rap, I sing, I dance, and I even act. I can still do all of it, so why did we have to put an end to our career?

The biggest band on the planet, they say. Most dedicated fanbase, they say. And it's true. We enjoying ourselves and we made people happy, so why?

"I think it's all J-Hope's fault. They wouldn't have to disband if he hadn't made a fool out of himself."

"You saw the pictures, right? He slept with five different women in the span of two weeks! He's a pig!"

"I think the medias have been way to far... It's not our business whether he has sex or not, we shouldn't blame him for being human."

They hate me! They hate me because I chose to sleep with consenting women! How is that fair?

Hyung? Jungkook's voice brings me back Stop watching these!

Forcefully, he closes the laptop sitting on my thighs. With a sigh, I let myself fall on the bed.

None of it is your fault. We wanted to disband before that...

Kookie... You're so kind, but there's no use. I know we had to stop because of my mistakes, and I won't ever be able to forgive myself.