Hey mommy look, i'm in love with a psychopath, aren't you proud?

  Running. That's the only thing I could think about doing. 'He told you that he would never do it again, but why would you believe him? Why would you believe anyone after everything?' I thought.

       I was running through the woods trying to get away from Adam. Once again....he raped me. That was the third time in the past year. I don't know why he started to do this, our relationship was perfect, until the first time he did it. It was as if he got pleasure out of hurting me and stripping me from my innocence and my dignity. Just then I trip and fall scrapping both my knees, but I didn't care, it was less pain then what he cause me just 20 minutes ago. I knew he was still trying to find me, but he wasn't chasing me or running through the woods....hes not that stupid, I know that for sure, he wouldn't risk anyone seeing him and having him going back to juvie. I just sat there against a tree, at that moment I didn't care what happened to me. I hoped for no one to find me so I could just sit there and rot away all alone. I sat there thinking about what had happened that night until I slowly but surely fell asleep. I woke up to someone touching me, it was Shaun my older brother picking me up.

"What are you doing out here?" He asked "Trying to be alone, obviously it didn't work now huh?" I tried to make it seem like nothing big happened last night, I mean its not like I was going to tell him, he was too over protective and he actually liked Adam. "Why.....Adam told me you flipped out on him for no reason and then you took off." he said this as if he was majorly disappointed in me as if I treated Adam poorly. I struggled to get out of Shaun's arms, when he noticed this he put me down. "I flipped out on him...really?!? Oh if only you knew what really happened!" at this point I was fed up and didn't even want to go home, I didn't want to take the chance of Adam being there. "What is your problem? Now I see why he was pissed why are you so angry?? Tell me!" Shaun was now towering over me. He was 6' 2" and I was only 5' 3". "I'm not telling you, it's none of your business." I said this under my breath but loud enough so he could hear it. "Technically yes it is because i'm the only one putting in effort to take care of you! And to be honest i'm getting real tired of your shit Ashley!" I've never heard him yell this much, especially at me, actually he never really yelled at me. Just then a twig snapped and it caught the attention of both of us, the snap was then followed by a low disturbed voice. "Now why are you giving this beautiful young lady such a horrible time?"

A/N: ok guys tell me what you think if anyone actually ends up reading this. Should I keep going or what?