After that argument with my brother, Taehyung has been asking me about what happened.
" Ha Joon, please tell me. If you won't tell me about the sudden out burst, yesterday, will you at least tell me about your condition?" He begged for the hundredth time.
"Fine, but you have to promise me you won't tell anyone about it. " "I promise.."
"He said I'm not in the stage of death, yet, and it will take long for me to reach it."
He stopped in his tracks, "how much time do you have left?" He asked, walking slowly toward me, "I'm not sure yet. He told me to visit regularly..but I insisted not to." We continued to walk around the path of our neighbour, getting slower to our homes, "But why?"
I honestly didn't feel like talking about what happened, "can we please just..forget about it-" "HOW CAN WE FORGET ABOUT YOUR CONDITION?! Ha Joon, you're special to me, I don't want to lose you..." Tears almost dropped down my face until he grasped on my wrist, "Ha Joon look at me. I heard everything about that argument with the doctor. With your brother.." I was surprised, 'how can he possibly hear us? I thought the room was sound proof.(?)' "Ho-how?" "I'm sure your brother never meant to kill your-" I cut him off,
"Are you trying to side with him? Are you...? Are you defending my brother? Taehyung, he killed my father, he betrayed me, and—you know what, just leave me alone if you're just going to defend him like my mother did. You're just like everyone else, 'oh, I'm sure he didn't do it on purpose, there must a reason. A good reason why he died. I'm sure it's just a misunderstanding, Ha Joon, You're exaggerating.' What is it you can't understand about the fact, My only brother, Jin, killed my father." I left him after those hurtful words.
Some part of me regretted blaming and putting everything on him, but some parts of me just wanted to break.
As I walked home, my vision has gotten blurry from the water in my eyes. I unlocked the door and went to my bedroom, crying, with no ones comfort. "I hate everyone, I hate this world. Why did you have to leave me, dad?" I went to the kitchen, almost bumping everything that's in my way, but I bumped on something that caught my eyes.
I scoffed at the happy looking family picture we took before my father had died. It led me to tears. I picked it up, not bothering about the broken picture frame, cutting my fingers.
Tears landed on the picture as memories flashed. "Don't worry, dad..I'll be with you. Just wait.." I smiled to myself as I continued to walk in the kitchen, grabbing a knife. "Goodbye...World.."
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