Through The Dark (Hendall)

Chapter 16

Chapter 16

Harry's POV

We went in the car. The ride was silent but not awkward. But I decided to reak the silence.

"Hey feeling jet lag?" I asked her.

"No. I'm all good." She smiled.

"I missed you." Wow that came out loud. It was supposed to be for my mind only. Way to make things awkward.

"Uh. Yeah. You said that a couple of times already." She replied with a half smile. I instantly turned red. God this is freaking embarrassing.

"Are you blushing?" Kendall smirked at me. Well, fuck.

"Ah lol. Of course not. I'm not blushing. Pfft why will I blushed?" You didn't sound calm Harry. Way to go self.

"Okay yeah whatever you say." Kendall winked at me. She winked at me. What the frickle bar. Okay focus on the road Haz.

You know? I'm just so glad that she's her. But still the nervous feeling is present. She makes me forget my problems for a while without making any effort. She has this great effect on me. I will never regret the day I met her. Although it was a very funny way of meeting someone for the first time. But as I said, no regrets.

Minutes passed and we have arrived at our destination. The park.

Yes, I took her to the park because it was nice and peaceful. It wasn't that crowded yet since most people are stil at work and school. Near the pond is a picnic blanket and basket ready for us. Yes, i'm prepared.

"May we sit madam?" I bowed and smiled cheekily at her.

"Certainly sir." Kendall giggled and we both took our seat. "So, what's in the basket sir?"

"Hmm, let's see madam." I replied with a playful tone. We both laughed for a while.

I opened the picnic basket and put out our food, which had Kendall's favorite, strawberry with chocolate dip. I also included some nachos and milkshake.

"Strawberry with choco dip! I was craving for those." Kendall said while laughing. She's so damn cute.

"And you can't go wrong with some nachos and milkshake right?" I flashed a smile at her.

"Yeah and you can't go wrong with making me fat." She said with a straight face. Still so damn cute.

"Hey, hey. You're not fat. Fat or skinny or fit you're still perfect to me. Just eat ok? Eat whatever you like. I want you to be happy." I replied to her.

"Yeah that's easy for to say but what will other people say? They'll insult me and use hurtful words."

"Don't listen to what others have to say about you. Do the things that will make you happy, after all we only got one life to live. Make the best of it ok?" I went near her and hug her as if i didn't see her for years. I don't like seeing her sad. I bet people keep bashing her on the social media that's why she's sensitive to this topic.

I also experienced those things like reading bad comments from others about your performance or attitude when in fact they don't know the whole story and they do not know the things happening around you. They know your name but not really your story. It just hurts to hear people talking shits about you when they don't really know you. But as time goes by i realized that i shouldn't listen to what others have to say about me. I should do what i like that won't harm anyone and be happy about it. I learned how to live by all those negative words and not care anymore.

"Thank you so much Harry." Kendall replied with a small smile on her face.

"No problem babe. Okay now, let's eat and be happy about it." I smiled at her.

"Okay." she smiled and took some strawberries.

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We stayed in the park just playing some games and catching up with each other. She told me about the photoshoots she had with Kylie and that she also have good grades in her academics. She also said that they were busy with their tv series, Keeping Up With The Kardashians. Good thing she and Kylie have a month break here in London.

I keep on staring at her face while she's talking. Sometimes i get distracted and have the tendency not to listen. I get distracted by the way she talks, laughs, moves. I love the way she smiles and flips her hair. I love how she doesn't realize that in my eyes she's perfect.

"Try taking a picture, it will last longer." Kendall told me while laughing. I automatically felt my cheeks burn.

"Whatever." I jokingly rolled my eyes at her.

"Oooh sassy. That's what i like about you." she punch me on my shoulder playfully.

"I bet you like everything about me babe." I winked at her.

"Ha! You wish." She replied cheekily.

"Are you challenging me?" I smirked at her. She just laughed at me. Okay shems challenging me alright. I slowly went near her and when i was near enough I started tickling her. She automatically stood up and ran. Wow she's fast.

I chased her and tickled her again but she escaped again. She started hiding behind the trees and bushes at the park.

"Kendall I know where you are okay. You can come out now. I won't tickle you anymore." I told her but their was no reply.

I saw a portion of Kendall's hair flying away behind the tree near the pond. I walked carefully and slowly so she couldn't hear me. I walked behind the tree and their i saw her giggling. She still didn't notice me from behind. I took one step and hugged her from behind.

"Got you!" I said while laughing then Kendall started laughing too. She turned around, my arms still wrapped around her. Our eyes met and the laughters were gone. We stayed like this for what felt like hours.

This is when i realized that i needed her. I want all of her. I want her to be mine. But fear was still there. The fear that she doesn't want me in her life the way i want her to be in my life. The fear that i'm not good enough for her. The fear the sooner or later i'm still going to leave her wether i like it or not because of this stupid cancer. But i keep on reminding myself that she's worth the risk. So why not give it a go?"

I didn't break the eye contact and i started to break the silence, "Kendall?"

"Yeah?"

I composed myself. My heart is beating ten times faster and butterflies filled my tummy. God i sound like a girl. Okay, this is it.

"Kendall, will you be my girlfriend?"

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AUTHOR'S NOTE:

WHAT DO U THINK? YES OR NO? ;)