INFESTATION CAN'T SLEEP HLP

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Hi
I'm like tired but...my eyes don't want to stay closed?😂
Also I'm scared to sleep the spiders will...bite me or something Idfk

And ugh I'm lonely none of my small amount of friends are texting me anymore

They must be sleeping but aish I can never go to sleep at a normal, early time anymore

And I HAVE A FUCKING INFESTATION
I've literally killed like more than 10 fucking spiders
I was being nice and letting this one little tiny bug live with me because it's tiny and didn't make a sound and tbh I thought it was lowkey cute so I let it live
BAD CHOICE. VERY VERY BAD CHOICE.
I named him Jerry lol and I swear to god he won't leave me alone
Suddenly yesterday there were about 10 of those tiny little bugs that look just like Jerry but I knew they weren't Jerry because Jerry is the only one that is comfortable around me and flies right around my face and---OMFG I SWEAR I KEEP FEELING THINGS CRAWLING ON ME EVERY FEW MINUTES
I'm traumatized help
Oh yeah just a minute ago I was just reading bangtan dares like no tomorrow (I have been reading that book for seriously hours at a time, my mom gets mad when she sees the amount of screen time I've had)
So shout out to TsunamiFlames because it's seriously interesting (and I literally relate to her so much I can't like she seems like a type of person that could actually be my friend irl)  and my best friend loves it too I sent bangtan dares to her and she is already almost as far as me because she reads it for hours at a time like me (yesterday I literally read it for 6 hours straight maybe something is literally wrong with me or something)
Ok sorry I ranted so much
And sorry I haven't updated this book
I just haven't felt in the mood to create content lately. I've felt in the mood to read content and cheer up (AND I IMMIDIATELY THINK OF TWICE OMG) because...my mom has been...a bitch lately
And I'm not saying it just because she disiplines me or something it's actually a pretty serious matter...she doesn't quite abuse me but...it's almost practically the same thing...anyway here I am rambling again I could ramble about my messed up life for hours but idk I guess I just needed to get these feelings out because jesus I typed alot and I feel a little better
But bye for now Imma be listening to bts
I guess bye for now, again sorry I haven't updated lately (also sorry for rambling on and sorry for saying sorry over and over again lmao) maybe I should just make a book to write logs in clearly I've been deprived of rambling

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