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6 Birthday Surprise

Y/n pov

It's your special n/ n birthday! Otherwise known as bf/n. He is getting the BEST present he's ever gotten.

You blindfolded him saying "no peeking! It's called a surprise for a reason cutie."

"OK I guess I'll play along."

You are all alone in his house! (No this will NOT be smut you little pervs!) You guide him to the hall and before you get to his room you stop.

"Are we here yet , y/n?"

You slowly pull away leaving him confused. Then you suddenly push him to the wall lightly.

"Just one thing first k ?"

You see him smile and pull you closer.

"What did you have in mind?"

He says your lips just brushing, you hide in his shoulder.

"I-I want to but I'm scared because of the first time and I know you won't but you how I feel when stuff happens but I don't know what I - " he cuts you off with a squeeze and playing with your hair, you calm down a little bit.

"Princess what are you rambling on about?"

You blush at your favorite nickname he gave you. You look at him tears threatening to spill.

"Just hate feeling like everyone is out to get me just because of one scarring memory!"

They pour faster and faster. He then takes off the blindfold and wiped away your tears with his thumb.

He slowly brings you ever so close stopping short to sweetly ask " c-c-can I kiss you? Ill go slow so if your uncomfortable we can stop."

You simply nod and he resumes. You slowly close your eyes waiting for his lips to touch yours but they don't, realizing you were tensed up, you opened your eyes to see his eyes filled with worry. You slide down the wall, you in his lap and arms crying silently.