Bad Girl

strong girl

"Eat this mrs Himeka,, you haven't eat anything since yesterday''

Doctor said to me as he want to feed me with that bento, but I refused it, all within my mind is about suzuka, who lying coma unconscious with the oxygen in her mouth, how could I eat while she didn't ate anything as well since yesterday? I am not bad sister.

I also confused how to tell the truth to my family, this is the second time I didn't dare to tell them, at previously I also didn't dare to told them about suzuka who got amnessia, I am too scary

"Miss Himeka, , are you ok?'' The Doctor's words makes me aware

"Yes sir, ,, mmm, can you leave me alone.?'' I request him to leave me alone, and without chit chat he leave with put the bento in my side, I Really confused as I grabbed my head.

After a few moment later, I took my phone and search the name contact of 'おね~ちゃん' and then I calling it

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―"Yes, moshi-moshi, What's wrong Himeka?''―

~''ano,,  (T ^ T)(┯_┯)''~

―''ehhh,, are you crying? What happened Himeka, are you ok?''―

~''onee-chan, can you back to Japan?.''~

―''ehhh, but why?''―

~''Suzuka (┯_┯)(T ^ T)''~

―''why are you crying? What happened with Suzuka?''―

~''Doctor Nakamura told me that Suzuka got lung cancer (┯_┯)(T ^ T), and now she is coma in the hospital''~

―''WHAT... you serious?''―

~''What am I lying to?(T ^ T)''~

―''ohh no... this is bad news  (´･_･'),, Have you told mom and dad about that?''―

~''no no ,,, mmm please don't tell them about that for now''~

―''ehh, What do you means? Lung cancer is dangerous illness you know.''―

~''I know, I know ... but Iam too afraid if they will mad to me because I Can't keep Suzuka well (T ^ T)(┯_┯), umm Iam very confuse onee~chan, can you go back to Japan? I need sharing friend at home, meanwhile she needs more attention as well, please go home (┯_┯)''~

―''ok ok, I know your feeling dear (´･_･'), tomorrow or the day After tomorrow, I will arrive in Japan, so ... don't cry anymore,..''―

~''you promise me?(┯_┯)''~

―''of course, Iam promise, please wait and don't let yourself get stress okay！(^-^)I love you my little sisters''―

~''okay, I love you too onee~chan.''~

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6.15 pm I arrived at home, with different situation within house, I feel so lonely without Suzuka, alone inside a large house makes me a little bit afraid, I think this is What Suzuka feeling when she were alone here, and I began feeling That's enough worrying if a teenager girl stay at home alone with no one accompany her, What if there were robbers? What if Suzuka got problem? Who will take care of her? Huuhh Maybe my parents are worst parents.

This situation was really disturbing me, I entered Suzuka's room, and I found a diary on the mattress and I immediately opened random and read it.

"Ehhh, why did Su~chan wrote that?'' I said in shocks when I read the part of sentence of diary which written 'if my illness can makes my family were near with me, then I'm willing if I must be sick forever.'