broken

part three

I immediately leave the house and start walking down the streets,am already in tears when someone grabs me and starts to yell.... I look up to find Blake looking at me, immediately he sees me he softens a bit but doesn't talk, just stares at me..... He finally speaks up, what's wrong.... I scoff  at that question cause everything is wrong..... I immediately  start to laugh and cry.... Unfortunately blake  doesn't know what to do and just hugs me instead, hoping that would calm me down...... I look up at him not even returning the hug and just say am sorry, just before I leave.......
I get home around 4:30not even bothering to go back to school, cause classes would soon end... I enter my room and fall flat on my bed thinking about the events of today.... I remember my past... That rainy day, mum hadnt come home neither had dad, I heard the door close from upstairs and I assumed it was my mum, so I ran downstairs only to find my dad, drunk and half dressed.. I was only thirteen and immediately I realised had made W mistake by coming downstairs, a mistake that would torturers me for the rest of my life......
I try to run, but his grip was to firm.. He pulls of my clothes and drag me across the floor and immediately he pulls of his belt and rapes me.... I quickly stop my thoughts obviously not wanting to think any more,  and therefore decide to have my bathe..... After bathing I lay on my bed and pick out my phone.. I see 14missed calls 2fron an unknown number and the rest form Kay... I immediately call him back feeling bad for not staying with him... After tthe third ring he finally picks... Hey he says his voice sounding husky  from sleep... Hey I reply Avery.... He immediately shouts my name out, where have u been, I have been worried sick, why did u meet blake, what's happening... I immediately smirk and say... Sometimes it like my own mother... And he starts to laugh but it's replaced with a stern voice... Avery am serious what's happening... I take in a breath and explain to him.... When am done he just says wow.... Avery u have to be careful, and Pls try to forget about your past, okay... I really care about you and I don't like seeing u broken.... Immediately he is done talking I sigh and, alright I say.... But u know I am broken.. Way out of repair.... Avery he almost shouts don't say that okay, you are not broken talk less of being repaired okay... Okay I mutter into the phone... Goodnight Kay, goodnight Avery and with that we end the call.
Am about to sleep when my phone starts ringing I pick it up and look at the callers Id,  no name.. I instantly frown at this I pick the call, hello I ask and the person is silent.... Hello I say again and all I hear in response is a deep voice, which sounds all to familiar..... Hello Avery thought u would never speak to daddy again, he says in a soft but yet mockingly voice.. I almost cry... I stutter out what do u want