A Loser's Diary

Chapter 5

Day 5

When I was on my way home , Lili and Bella texted me and said :

"Hi Bestfriend !! I'm sorry but I have a lot of work to do tomorrow... We cannot join to your party tomorrow" -Lili

"Hello Jill :-) Did Lili texted you? Well , if it's a yes .. That's what I'm going to tell too! Bye bye!" -Bella

Then when I read those I got angry. I wanted to smash my cellphone but I didn't. So I replied :

":'("

When I got home I quickly went to my room and cried.

"Why did I ever give them a chance !!" I said to myself.

Then I think of something and stand up immediately.

"Well If they ever do that to me. I will do something too" I said angrily.

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For the next day , I went to school safely. My SO-CALLED bestfriends went to me but then I blocked them and said :

"You really dont know what's missing huh? YOU DONT KNOWWW!!!!!" I shouted loudly.

"Okay. What's missing? If it's good well then Ok! If it's bad well then Ok!" They answered.

"(sobs) Don't you know? You always left me alone (sobs) I don't feel your love and I dont feel that I'm protected!!" I cried and shouted.

"We're... We're sorry Jill ... We didn't mean to .. Do this to you" They said softly.

"In that case .. I will let you feel what you've done to me" I said.

"For now .. I will not accept your apology first" I added.

Then they left. I continued crying too.

I really wanted to accept their apology but I thought of what they've done so I didn't accept it first.

But don't worry I will just forgive them If they know how to be a real bestfriend.