I'll Never Trust A Thug

The Pain

Lori p.o.v

"Baby why you staring at me like that?"

"I'm just happy to have you in my arms" He said as he tilted my head up to his and gave me a kiss that made me weak.

When we pulled away I started blushing hard.

*Phone rings*

"I'll get it." I said as I walked out the room.

"Hello?"

"Who's this" the girl said.

"You called here , not the other way around. So who are you?"

"I'm Edward baby mama Mariah.  He need to come see his one year old son. Now who are you hoe?!"

"Who the hell you calling a hoe?" I said loudly.

"You bitch! Don't let me catch you messing with my man." She yelled before she hung up.

  Oh hell no. I don't play that baby mama drama shit. I ran in the bedroom and smacked Edward hard across his face.

"WTF!?!?" He yelled.

"Who's Mariah!? Huh?! Who is she Edward?!" I screamed.

"Wait what???" So he trying play stupid.  OKAY.

" Tell me who the hell is Mariah!?" I yelled again

"Its not what you think babe I-"

"Don't fucking babe me! If its not what I think then why she say she has your year old son?!?!" I screamed as tears were running down my face.

"Please let me explain" he pleaded.

"No fuck you! Go call up your little baby mama and get the hell out my house! I don't care where you go but you can't stay here."

After he packed some stuff and left I fell to my knees and cried. He cheated on my plenty times before and I managed to forgive him. But a BABY!  I don't know if I can do it. Lord knows I love him but love only runs so deep before the pain breaks completely through.

Few hours later

I woke up and it was 9:00pm. Apparently I cried myself to sleep.  I tried to stand up but couldn't. I felt so exhausted. I laid back down for a few minutes till I could get enough strength to get up . As I laid there I strarted to think about my life and everything I been through so far. I just don't understand life, well my life.