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|Imagine| ~ Jonah Marais "Take me back"

Its been 3 months since me and my boyfriend.....EX boyfriend Jonah Marais broke up.

I cant lie, i miss him a lot he was my first love, although i wasnt to him. He always used to tell me that he wish he could trade all the girls hes ever been with, just so i could be his first love, one of the many lies he use to tell me.

He would lie about him being at the studio with the boys late night and how the girls he was caught with at restaurants were just fans and i believed him like the silly idiot i was i believed every lie he ever told me. But i was so in love i looked past all those lies.

Moving on from something like that was so hard for me i even stopped talking to the boys and my closest friend was Corbyn. The first month of the break up Corbyn wouldnt stop texting me, he didnt want to lose the friendship we had but i pushed him away...i pushed everything away.

But its been 3 months, today exactly. I have moved on even if it took me this long, im officially over him and im starting my life again.

My day was going pretty fine i cleaned my house i took a long shower and i got a lot of things done today.
It was going to be getting dark soon and i was ready to head to bed when i got a text from the one person i hoped did not text me today, the day i decided to move on.

Jonah had texted me and i had never wanted to burst into tears so badly, it was worse than the day we broke up. I wanted to move on and he had to just come and mess it all up. Right when i felt things would be better... I knew i should have blocked his number but i couldnt. How does one do that?

Jonah - Hey y/n i hope your doing fine i know we ended badly but we all miss you like crazy. I miss you baby please take me back.
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And there he goes lying, all over again.

I wanted to say yes. I wanted to run to my car and head to their house i wanted to jump into his arms that i longed to be in for so long but i knew... my mind knew, this would not end well again. I knew that after today i was capable of living without the thought of Jonah Marais. I knew that everything could be ok. But what about my heart what did my heart want?

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A/N: Should i continue this imagine? 🤔 let meh know yall. :)