It's been about 4 months since we moved to LA and I think I'm starting to feel okay with letting zoe go places with out me. Like to cam and Lexi's house or like out with jack. I'm now almost 8 months pregnant.
"Baby, wake up" I whispered as I straddled jack. He wrapped his arms around me forcing me to lay back down wrapped in his arms. I giggled "but I don't wanna" jack whined "you have to babe. You promised me that we'd go down to the mall to do our Christmas shopping" I said looking at him "I know but I didn't realize we'd have to wake up at 5 in the morning" he smiled "but I promise that if you get up now, you can sleep when we come back and I'll make your favorite dinner" I said smiling "okay. I'm up" he said sitting up. We started getting ready.
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"we look so cute" I said smiling "we slay on everyone babe" jack said wrapping his arms around me "you bet we do" I said. We got in my matte white challenger
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and jack drove to the mall. We were in there for about 3 hours before jack told me to go into Victoria's secret and get myself some things while he went to take care of something. I was a little scared but I just went with it. I walked in and got me a couple pairs of underwear and bra's that I knew jack would love. I brought a couple pairs of leggings and sweaters with my own money. I don't really like spending anybody else's money. Jack had texted me that he was waiting outside of vs so I paid for my stuff and walked out to him. He took my bags and put them in the trunk. We got in and went home. Jack immediately went straight to our bed and fell asleep. I giggle and changed into a pair of his sweats and a sports bra. I made some hot chocolate and and brownies. You're probably wondering where Zoe is, she's at cam and Lexi's. I asked them to watch her while I wrapped her presents. Christmas is in 2 days and this is our first Christmas without Zach so it's hard for us. I got her a lot of stuff to maybe take her mind off of Zach. I wish I could do the same for me but how do you get over losing a child ? Anyways right now me and jack are dancing to Christmas music and wrapping presents. "I love you Ames" Jack said as he pulled me close. I smile "I love you too babe" I said kissing his nose. After we finished we made cookies and showered then went to bed.
December 24th...
It's 2 days later and jack has been acting really fidgety ever since the day we went Christmas shopping. Every time I try to talk to him about it he just says he misses Zoe but I don't believe him. Anyways We're waiting for cam and Lexi to come and bring Zoe. *DING DONG* I smiled a waddled as fast as I could to the door swinging it open. "MOMMY" Zoe said as she hugged me semi tightly "oh baby, I missed you. Are you excited for Christmas" I asked her as we all walked over to the couch. At this point I don't ever feel like going anywhere, my body is always tired and my feet always swell. I know it's because Im as big as a whale but ughhh I just wish this baby would come already. "Yes.. Kinda. Look mommy, I made a picture for zach since he can't get any presents anymore.." Zoe said. I pulled her into my arms and held her for awhile playing with her hair. I kissed her forehead "I miss him too princess.. More than you could ever imagine" I whispered as I kissed her forehead. A little while later she went up to her room and played with her toys until it was time for bed. After I put her down for bed, I waddled into me and jacks room and got ready for bed myself. "Hey babe ?" Jack said "yes my dear" I said as I let my hair down from it's messy bun "When's your due date again ?" He asked "February 26th why?" I asked brushing my hair "I was just wondering.. I really wanna know if it's a boy or girl" Jack smiled. That's one of the many things I love about him. He's more excited about my pregnancy then the baby's actual dad. Yeah I said it.. I haven't heard from Nash in over 5 months. He hasn't once contacted me to check on zoe or the unborn baby. "Me too" I smiled. I wanted the sex to be a surprise. After I finished brushing my hair I got in bed next to jack and as soon as my head hit the pillow I was out.
