Rainbow boy {Septiplier AU}

Shy

'Im not shy, I just don't like you. '-Unknown.

Jack's P.O.V.

I opened my eyes, allowing them to adjust to the sunlight beaming into my room. I looked at the clock,  five thirty. I sighed. The first day of school is always a drag. I crawled out form underneath the colors. I walked over to my closet, I looked around. "Hmm, which shirt says 'Yes I'm gay now leave me alone. '? " I smiled to myself.  I knew I was gay, I've know forever. I sighed and pulled out a white shirt that said dream daddy in pink, cursive like letters.  "Perfect. "I smiled.  I grabbed a pair of black skinny jeans and my tennis shoes.  I slipped on the shirt and went to put my pants on, being interrupted by a knock on the door followed by my brother coming in.  "Dude, really? That shouts I'm gay. " He smirked.  "That's the point moron. " I signed, slipping on my pants.  He chuckled and walked over to my desk, looking at my drawings and comic books.  "So, mom wants us down for breakfast in ten.  And um, dad wants to talk to us... About college. " He mumbled the last part.  I let out a loud groan.  "Really? Motherfucker. " I sighed. "Have you uh, asked Felix out yet?" My brother looked at me.  I shook my head.  "No and I'm not going to. " I mumbled.  "What?! You've been crushing on him since like the sixth grade!" He flung his arms in the air, being overdramatic.  "He's straight.  His girlfriend, Signes friend Marzia is his Girl. " I looked at my phone. "BOYS. GET DOWN HERE NOW!" My mother yelled from. Downstairs.  I sighed.  We walked downstairs, grabbing our backpacks as we go.  I put one of my ear bids in and grabbed a Apple.  "Not eating breakfast, wanna get to school early.  Love you all, bye. " I smiled running out the door. I started walking down the block to my friends house.  I put my other ear bud in and bit into my apple. I got about halfway down the block when I realized something. I hadn't taken my pills,  I quickly threw things out of bag in desperation to find the emergency pills, but failed.  I could already feel the anxiety and fear building up.  I dropped to the ground, sitting there.  I was panicking, throwing everything out of my bag. I turned the bag upside down and emptied everything out, letting a yellow bottle fall out.  I grabbed it and quickly popped two of the tiny blue pills in my mouth. I started to gather my things.  Most of it was pens, markers, pencils, some paintbrushes, notebooks, sticky notes, and some more minor things. After I collected everything I stood up, head down, walking forward, I was still trying to calm down.  I put my ear buds back in from where they had fallen out.  I calmed down and steadied my breathing. That was the first time that had happened in at least two years.  I had it all under control for the most part. I kept walking until I entered my first period, taking a seat in the back.  I removed my earbuds and waited patiently. My life was a living hell, but I had to learn in hell, so time for Satan's daily lesson.