**RANTS**

lgbt

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being lgbt is NOT a choice, it's not fun. you're constantly feeling out of place. you don't think anyone likes you and you don't like yourself. don't even get me started on coming out. do NOT EVER push someone to come out. a big majority of lgbt people have anxiety and pushing them will make it 10 000 times worse. people are so uneducated as well, so when they come out as something others don't understand, it's painful because they have to keep talking about it, while they used up all their courage just to say one word. oh trannies? IT IS HELL. every roll call, every form, everything is just "hi I'm stevie."
"wait but this says your name is stephanie" and all you can do is play it off as if it's just a nickname. camping/dorms/bathrooms oh my god. you just stand there for 20 minutes trying to figure out where to go to female or male. parents do not accept you, no matter what they say. they are not afraid to hurt you and they fucking will. a big part of transitioning is hair and when I cut my hair, the first thing my mom said to me is "you know your not a boy, right?" and she wants me to buy "girl clothes" and just be "normal" idk this was messy. it's 3:30am, my back hurts, and I am very tired.