What is happening to me?

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What is happening to me? Sweaty shakey hands, breath hitched, legs bouncing and a heart thats is beating faster with every second passing by. I thought i protected myself, i thought i didnt want that but i guess i am weak. Wasnt i the one who didnt believe in all of that?! Then why everytime i hear his name my head snaps right up with a shakey breath,  a skiping heart beat and a smile? Why everytime i close my eyes he is the first thing i see? Why does his smell spile a magical thing on my legs that they fight me to get up to him and hold him tight, burey my face in his nick and never leave that safe heaven? Since when i couldnt handle being away from someone? Wasnt i the one who laughed at those girls who gets jelous and anxious when their guys dont talk to them or if a girl passed by? Well who is the one laughing now.. My head is spining and my heart is acting weird.. Forget that my body is not functioning at all and all i can think of is that i cant hide it anymore and i dont give two thoughts about what others say, i need you right here right now. I am done playing games. Tell me that everything is going to be okay because i guess now i know
That i can't not be with you anymore...
What have you done
That made my heart beat
Like it is its first time..
That made my lungs blow
As if they were empty their whole lives...

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