We make it to the hospital and they rush him to a room i follow them but then the try to sho me out of the room i force my way through buy scotty holds me back. I start screaming and crying. The all of a sudden i feel my heart beat quicken and my legs feel so weak i feel nauses, i can't breathe, im trapped,my head starts spining, i feel as if im going to die, i feel like im going to faint, i feel like im breathing water, i feel like the whole world is crushing me, i feel dettached from the world not just mentally but phisaclly . My hands and feet go numb and my ears start ringing and i get chills and i just feel inclosed and no one is going to save me im going to stay trapped beetween this wall forever. I get the taste of metal and my ears start ringing. Then i hear a white noise and i collapse limp on the floor struggleing to breathe. Mom and dad come rushing towards me. Scotty: I don't know whats happening to her Liza: She's having a panic attack David: Give her air They all back away a few feet, i was having a panic attack i never had one of those before. I finally calmed down after a few minutes i sit up and hold my arms out to dad Eve: Daddy I felt like a little kid Dad walked over to me and picked me up he stroked my head. I was still sniffiling and trying to catch my breath i lay my head on dads shoulder. Then i hear the door open i turn my head to look it's the doctor. Kristen walks up to him with scotty right behind her
Kristen: Is my baby okay Doctor: He is in a coma with a 40 percent chance he could live Kristen: No Doctor: Mrs. Sire, he was hit pretty bad we can do all we can Kristen: No you need to save my baby Doctor: We are doing all we can Kristen: NO YOU NEED TO TRY HARDER, YOU NEED TO SAVE MY BABY Doctor: I'm sorry we are trying our hardest And with that he walked away
Kristen and scotty stayed we all got in our cars and drove home. In silence. To me silence is a torture system, its a constant ringing in your ears just waiting for sound to happen. In silence you think about everything, i just wish i could die right now. Without the radio on i remeber what happend wishing that it had happend to me. I hate these thoughts, i hate this car, i could just unlock the door and jump out. Without music or any distractions i am reminded of what happened a few a hours ago. I liked tbe car better with music on. We finally get home after what felt like hours, i go to my room and slam the door behind me and slide my back against it, covering my face
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I sob into my hands i stay in my room a few hours. I head the bathroom and take a shower i put on one of the shirts that jake gave me and lay down and put my knees to my chest and cry
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I fall asleep just like that
Hope you enjoyed sorry for such a short chapter but i gotsta sleep. Love you babes😍😍😍😘😘
