Assassination Classroom ~One Shots~

(13) Asano x (depressed) reader angst

My first real angst one shot I write whoop whoop. And now time for the story. 

I was friends with him since the kindergarten. He was always the better one between us. In making contacts, school, cooking, literally everything. I was just his shadow. People wanted to be friends with me because I was friends with him. He doesn't even notice that I'm just his shadow. Many people wants to hang out with him, yet he chose me above the rest. I just don't understand that. I've nothing compared to the others.

He was in class 3-A and I'm just in class 3-D. If he wasn't the son of the chairman, I'd be in class 3-E. Still, the people in my class just talk with me just to make their chance bigger that they could have contact with him. He doesn't deserve someone like me by his side. He must realize that. He's so perfect and yet he doesn't notice that I'm nothing. 

The school bell rang and I walk to the park. Just to make my head empty. He came at me and stood next to me. "Do you want to go to the shopping centre tomorrow?" I shook my head. I think that he needs to realize that he doesn't need me. I'm just a burden for him. "I've something important to do for tomorrow. I'm sorry." He shrugged. "Next time then." And gave me a warm smile. There some people walking to him and they wanted to go with him to the karaoke bar. He hesitated and gave me an awkward look. I make the gesture that he can go. He needs people like that, not me. Aside of him, there weren't any people who comes at me and ask to hang out or even takes the effort to message me.

At least it's now weekend. He texted me and asked how I was. I ignored his message and turned my phone off. My parents weren't at home because they were on holiday till wednesday. Because they found something so cheap they decided to leave me here alone. I like them, but they think that I can do everything on my own. Just like him. I made my breakfast and did for the rest of the day nothing. 

The next day I needed to go to the supermarket. I haven't any food left for dinner. I saw someone coming at me and asked me about him. "Do you know where he is?" I shook my head. "Just go and find him. Just try to find him. I believe in you." I said in a sarcastic tone. And I walked past her. I purchased the food and went home. But when I walked out of the supermarket, it started to rain. "Great, I love you so much weather!" He suddenly popped out of nothing. "Should I walk you home? Since I've an umbrella." I looked at the rain. He doesn't need me, I'm just a burden. "No." I muttered and ran from him away. 

When I was at home. I locked the the front and the back door, put all the shutters down and set on my headphones. "Why, just why does he want to be friends with me?" I looked at the fridge. You know what, I don't deserve to eat anything. I deserve to starve. Damn, I need to go to the garden to give the plants water. I went outside and did it as fast as possible. Without I noticed, he stood behind me and grabbed my arms. "Now you can't escape." I sighed. I did nothing, not moving, not breathing, just nothing. "(F/N), I don't want this again. You also did this when we were 10 years old. You know that this doesn't any good for anybody." I said nothing.

"Hey (F/N)-chan! Do you want to join us with hide and seek?" "Sorry, I need to go home. Maybe next time." I lied. I went to home and my parents were even amazed that I was home. "Why did you come so early at home?" I said that I was hungry and grabbed some food. Just let him go. He doesn't deserve you (F/N). He's too good for me. He needs friends from his level. 

The next weeks I tried to avoid him and he tried to make contact. "(F/N)-chan, where're you going?" I ran away and tried to hide. He found me and again, I ran away. "Just leave me alone!"  He grabbed my hand and gave me a pitying look. I pushed him away and said that he doesn't deserve someone like me. He wants to grab me again, but I ran away. I kept on running till I came to a place that I didn't know. I sat and cried. "Why did the world decide to set me on this planet. I just hate it!" An older man came at me and brought me back at home. I thanked him.