Game on! (Seven x Reader) *pretty Slow Updates*

Chapter 4

I'm sorry for my lazy ass who updates not often while I can write a chapter in a dayXD BUT I also am painting my walls so yea, even less time to write ya knowXD I also Fell off of the horse I was riding on but theres nothing wrong, I just laughed and got on again right awayXD

ENJOYYY,

You quickly ran towards the couch in the living room and climbed under it, steadying your breathing so he wouldn't hear you catching your breath. After a few seconds you heard footsteps coming towards you in a very careful way, trying to make himself unnoticed but ofcourse you could see him from the floor.

He was walking around, probably surprised since you actually just dissapeared out of no where. Then he suddenly turned around, ran towards the other couch and did a belly slide under it. He looked rather confused that he didn't find you there but then you locked eyes. Luciel smirked and you tried to escape as soon as possible. As soon as you stood he grabbed you and threw you on the couch, starting to tickle you,  getting on top so you wouldn't be able to escape.

After he was done you two suddenly noticed the position you two were in and quickly got away from each other laughing. "Well, that was fun" you said, still catching your breath while trying to contain yourself from laughing. 'Maybe I won't murder him after all.... ' you thought as you went to the kitchen again, grabbing some snacks. "You want something Luciel? " you called out. "You got some honey Buddha chips? " he answered. You looked at the snacks you had and strangely you did have them, so you grabbed the bag of chips and walked back towards the couch.

You put down all your snacks (which was a lot) and fished out the bag of potato chips to give them to Luciel. "OH MA GADD,  thank you,  thank you, thank youuu" he jumped and held your hands thanking you. You kinda felt awkward since you weren't really used to such physical contact so you disliked it a bit. You pulled your hands away of his grip and sat down. "So, what movie would you like to watch? You can choose from: train to busan (best zombie movie ever!),the miracle of cell nr06 (so sad T_T) or your name (if you haven't watched this movie, go and watch it sometime cause it's amazing!).

You guys ended up watching all three movies and ate all the snacks which gave you no appetite for dinner so you both went towards your rooms and played some league of legends games so the both of you could still practice.

The next day you two got ready for school again and got to your classes. It was a boring day as always but you just had this week of school left before the vacation would start and you would be free to do whatever you wanted to.

Luciel became quite popular so you didn't talk a lot to him during the breaks since he'd be talking to others who wanted to know more about him. But once you came home you always played a game of lol so you would stay prepared for the real competition. 

Soon enough it was the last day of school. You sighed 'finally I'll be done with this school' and smiled. When you checked the time you saw it was already time to go so you grabbed your school bag got Luciel who didn't want to go to school and literally dragged him to school with you.

As you arrived, a lot of people seemed to stare at you, as always you just ignored them and made your way to your first class. It was a quite boring day for you since you don't really enjoy playing games with your classmates cause for some reason you just didn't seem to really fit in.

You decided to sit alone at a table, getting your phone out and started reading stories as you always did when you could. You could say you were kinda addicted to fanfictions. 'OMFLLLL THEY FINALLY KISSED!!! I CAN DIE HAPPILY NOW' your mind screamed as you finished the fanfic you we're currently reading. 'Ugh I need a second part tho, it finished too fast  (;ω;)' you sighed as the bell was heard and you slowly made your way to the cafeteria, looking for a place to sit where no one would be able to see you. 'And of course the cafeteria has no place left, ugh guess I will have to go to my other hiding place aka the rooftop' (I actually wish there was a rooftop on our school at which no one would come except for me (ToT)).

As you reached the top you sat down and got your food out, it was nothing special, just a piece of bread with cheese and an egg roll.  You finished it fast and carried on thinking about school and what you've experienced all day, it made you feel empty, as if you missed something. This wasn't the first time you felt like that, it was as if you didn't belong and no one cared anyways. Suddenly you felt a drop slide down your cheek. You reached to touch your cheek only to notice you had started crying for the first time in a long while. 'Wow, so I actually still have feelings, huh. It just hurts to see others being happy while being depressed yourself' you sighed 'I guess I'm going to break my promise already tonight, I'm sorry mom. I might even join you soon enough' you thought as you walked, numbly, back towards you last class and went through the rest of the day. 

As you started walking out of the school gates, watching friends hugging and crying as it was the last day they'd see each other, you died a bit more inside as you started walking faster. Soon enough though you heard a cheerful voice calling for you "ya,wait up Y/N!" You turned around as you knew who it was. "Ah, hey Luciel" you replied. He started walking next to you talking a lot about his day while you just nodded, not really following his story. "You alrighty Y/N? " he asked. "Hmm? Ah, yeah I'm just tired, that's all" 'yes, tired of feeling like shit and tired of these lingering suicidal thoughts' you faked a smile as you finally reached your apartment, unlocking it and going inside.

'Part of me wants to die tonight, part of me wants it to be an accident and part of me wants somebody to notice and stop me' you thought as you made cut after cut slowly covering your wrists and thighs as the blood started to seep out and you could feel relieve rushing over you.

"Heya Y/N, I got this new movie and----" he stared at your miserable figure, now full of cuts as a tear fell down your cheek.

Well, it took sum time but here it is after all. And sorry for the depressing chapter, I tend to make them like this when I myself feel down. Welp let's stay positive even tho I can't rn. Have a nice day y'all and see ya next chapter. Byee〒▽〒