i've broken all my promises
let everyone down
depression is like an ocean
im starting to drown
im shackled to the weight of the blade in my hand
under my feet are insults like grains of sand
life guards who can hardly swim are begging me to stay afloat
but all i do is lay face down and breath in all the sand and water
exhale all my strength and the last of my will power
im drowning
sinking slowly
into insanity
