Death. It was such a natural thing that happened to all of us. But we take it for granted. Death can be such a beautiful thing but we take it as a bad gift that no one wants. Why? Why do we do this? Maybe it's because death involves losing someone you love, someone you know, or maybe even someone you don't know. It can turn us people into monsters. We grieve and cry and some of us even kill. We feel empty and hollow and disappointed. But why? Why do the people who are closest to us die and we feel like we can't breath? We feel like we are trapped and alone with no one to help. But then, to some.. they don't even care. They don't know the person like you did. They can't feel all the love you felt towards that person. They continued to live there life, just like you did. But it was easy for them to get over it. They don't know the feelings you felt.
What would you do if one of your closest family members died? Or maybe your best friend? What about if they killed your lover? What would you honestly do? You would cry. Everyone cry's and that's okay. But you would be depressed. You wouldn't know what to do with yourself because you just lost someone you truly loved. Now let's think about it like this. What would you do if someone you knew died? Like, maybe that girl you see in the front of every class who is always so happy to learn. Maybe that guy who sits with you on the train every morning with his girlfriend because you three would rather not sit with the old creepy man a few seats down. Maybe even that popular idiot that everyone but no one at the same time likes. You would cry for maybe a day or two, but you would get over it. You didn't have a deep connection with that person so you wouldn't be able to sob over their deaths for days on end. One more, I promise. Now, what would you do if you seen someone on the news that had been missing for a few days and was found dead that morning? Maybe you heard some girls mother died last night. You didn't know this girl, but you felt bad. What about that old man who no one liked huh? He just died from a heart attack yesterday afternoon. You wouldn't cry. You had no idea who those people were so why should you feel bad? They could have killed someone, but you wouldn't know.
What I mean by all this is death happens. You might not like it, and you might cry. But you can't stop it. It doesn't get better either. It just becomes normal. You have hidden and dealt with the pain for however long but you've cried enough. You know how to keep the tears from spilling out of your eyes. But you should know there are other types of deaths. Some people want to end the pain and suffering quickly instead of dragging it out. They want to commit suicide. They want to take themselves off of the earth because they believe that it's the only way to make the pain go away. There are so many ways death could happen. That's why you shouldn't take life for granted either. A lot of people believe they can get out of death and that life will never end, but it will. They don't think they will die but everyone does, wither sooner or later is up to you.
