( medical ) Strings of heart...

new feeling

Ian's POV

I saw her coming out of Airport, she was looking around for someone her boyfriend? I thought. But I never heard Valerie saying about her having one. The thought itself made me frown and why am I feeling this way I had no idea it's been 10 years already.

She still looks beautiful, she wore plain maroon shirt and light blue jeans, her hair hung loose on one side. then a girl I suppose her friend came running to her and hugged her then they started walking, she seemed happy they were talking.. did she see what I wrote her, I thought.

Earlier this morning when I saw her walking into the counter holding a coffee I couldn't take my eyes off , she looked a bit different now from her pics Valerie showed me. Valerie was staying at my place in states and whenever anything about ivanna came up she would come running to me , even after my constant refusal to her saying I' m not interested in her, she thought we were perfect for each other and she would be blessed to have her as sister in law. They were friends from the day I remember.
she was too into her, if she knew what happened between us she will probably never forgive me and I was thankful to ivanna for that she never told Valerie. but I can't be blamed for what happened between us, she asked for it she too is to blame.

She sat near an old lady and was talking to her.she was looking around and looked everytime when someone passed and looked relieved when they Just rolled by. Maybe she was looking for me I thought.

I was distracted when I got a call from Justin asking me about when I was gonna reach and when should he sent me my car to the airport, I stood up that was when I saw her checking me out I couldn't help myself smile if only she knew who I was, the moment she met my eyes she looked away. She was all red due to embarrassment I couldn't help but chuckle, now this would be interesting as she will have to spent the next 3 hours with me. For the rest of time she was busy with her phone smiling and making expressions, like she was chatting. suddenly the thought of who she was talking to came into my mind, I didn't feel at ease. now this was so foreign to me I never felt this disturbed for a while now though I had flings and girlfriends .

When we got into the plane a stupid steward was smiling at her. I cleared my throat she turned and looked at me she was blushing I frowned, I felt like punching across his irritating face how dare he.

Through out the journey I kept peeking glance at her, she was listening to her music, maybe to avoid the little heated moment we had when I came to sit beside her.

After sometime that asshole came to serve us food. He was trying hard on her I could say from the way he looked at her and even asked her if she wasn't comfortable about anything she could find him there pointing to the galley area behind us, now this guy was seriously getting on my nerves, I got up following him as he left . When we were in galley area " are you gonna make every passenger comfortable, coz right now I need some , come on why sprint you make me feel at ease..." I was shooting draggers at him" and you stay out of my sight." I spat .
He stared at me for sometime " I didn't know she was with you... I'm sorry.. OK" he said apologetically.
" so you do that with all others.." I scoffed and walked to him.
" hey... hey.. what's going on in here, is everything OK, Mr.. you need something... I'll help you." Another attender came pushing us slightly apart. I stared at him angrily and left.

After us having food, a lady came to take them away.
She again plugged her ears , after sometime she fell asleep, now I turned myself towards her I took time to study her changes from our last person to person meet, she was breathtaking everything of hers was welcoming. I looked at her face she looked like an angel, then my eyes fell on her lips I couldn't keep to myself anymore I wanted to touch her so badly, I slowly leaned to her touching her face gently and kissed her, I knew she was a very sound sleeper. But after tasting her lips , I knew I did a mistake now I wanted her more...more than before.

It's been 10 years now since that night, I remember her face anger and hurt was evident. But what she did to me was wrong what I had to go through because of her was something I can never forget, my past. I shouldn't be feeling this way now, I did everything I could to forget her but I guess your first love is very hard to forget because they remain as a painful and blissful memory within us buried deep inside. But the moment I saw her in person I couldn't resist myself. But I'll make sure she take up responsibility for what she did.

I was thinking about her too much I didn't realise she was looking at me as I was leaning on my car, I saw her eyes.. she was hurt. I was confused now,I can't lose to her after all I'm going to meet her soon I thought. She suddenly broke the stare and looked at her friend then back at me, I took my shades and winked at her, she was totally dumbstruck. I got into my car sent by Justin and drove all while smiling to myself I will see you soon... welcome to hell esfir...