The Melody Of Your Smile /GRAYZA/ DISCONTINUED

Chapter 9

•~Chapter 9~•
*~Confuse*~

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"It was three days before the incident, I just learned that I had a brother because of my Father. It was new for me and I didn't know what to do at that time. Well you won't care really on what I felt before. After that we've talked so much and learned a lot of something that we both like. He also talked about you, you know?. He always ask me if he looks good in what he was wearing, but it was just for three days."he said looking at me to reassure me to continue.

I just nodded

"Odd thing was that I think he knew that he would die after this three days, thinking about it. He would always tell me what you like,when is your birthday and things that you don't like.But this is just my little theory.He really loved you, you know? he was a good man I don't know why he  died. When I knew everything around me cracked like glass. The world stopped completely when I heard the news. Well..who wouldn't be shocked. You just found out that you have a brother and then the next time see him and found out that he died it would actually hurt like million peices. I bet your heart hurted tragically more than I did."

"I-im sorry Gray I didn't know and I wish I knew earlier. I never thought that y-you were his brother"

"It's fine I didn't really know later on"

I slowly moved closer to a heart felt hug. He was warm just like Jellal and that made me feel like home again. Gray didn't really complain when I hugged him so I just go on with it.

We let go and looked at each other smiling but our senses came back and I blushed on what I just did and looked away.

"Well that was very emotional"

"We should go now" I said standing up with Gray following my movement.

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I

never thought that someone like him would be connected to Jellal. No wonder that I remember him to someone else.

It was very emotional for me and I needed to move on. Thid weakness in me is just here inside me. I needed to put it away, deep somewhere inside my heart.

I strum the strings of my guitar just getting in the mood in this little dock that me and Gray went to last time. The nature itself was beautiful,magnificent I say. Today was some day.I'd learned something very important. And atleast that something is someone that knows and understand my devistating problem.

Maybe he can help me with moving on. Atleast someone can.

I got up wanting to go home to get some sleep. It was about 8:00 Pm and I am tired like hell.

Just need to go home before I faint.

" Erza, what are you doing here? its almost night time you should go home." I hear a voice that sounded like
Gray

Before I could say anything I blacked out.

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I woke up with a  headache I tried to sit up but I can't. My body was hurting and I feel so hot. I was sweating but the ceiling fan was on in max speed. I felt dizzy and my head is like 10 times heavier. I couldn't see well and my eyes hurt.My throat hurts and it feels dry, I wanted to speak but I need water.

I close my eyes so the pain would stop, I heard someone open the door and closed with a click.

"Erza are you awake now? do you need water?"I tried to nod but the pain just got worst.

Water was poured to my mouth as I swallow it. When I swallowed it hurt but I still sucked up the pain.

"G-ray?...." I asked trying to speak but my voice sounds like I was stuttering.

"Yes this is me Erza, is your body still hurting? The doctor checked up on you and said you are having a  fever. She said it was from stress and depression. Erza I know you can hear me. Tell me if you feel a little less in pain and please talk to something, it's not good to bottle up the pain and problems with yourself it will cause you depression , Okay?"

"You don't have to speak or nod at me I could see your in so much pain"

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A lot has happened in this chapter. Your asking me why I haven't uPdated for months.Because my computer broked and our internet was now gone. School was more hectic than last year. I know that you probably don't care about the reasons of this.My Computer was back on its feet buuut I still don't have internet.

I'll have to make 4 draft so that I could publish this on my phone. I couldn't use my computer for wattpad anymore but I'll have to hack our neighbor's wifi to publish this.

*don't tell this to them*

Well Thank You for Waiting..Your patience are highly and kindly appreciated. Very thankful I swear.

And if you think that this story is going fine or not. Please comment down below if it is or not. Don't worry I won't  get hurt.  Besides I'm the one who ask.

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