It's probably been a month since I last talked to Derek or even saw him and to be honest I fucking hate it, I've been in such a shitty mind space I haven't even been out of the house and I definitely can't stand to see Nate after what he was done.
I was scrolling through Instagram when I get an unknown message.
Unknown: This past month has been killing me and I know you're in just as much pain as I am.
Me: Derek?
Unknown: yeah.. I'm sorry for not making it work
Me: you literally don't know how much I've been missing you..
Derek: I miss you too and and I wanted to know if we could talk..
Me: yeah sure, My place?
Derek: Nate?
Me: Fuck him im sick of his shit I don't care what he has to say
Derek: one of the many reasons why I like you x
Me: Come over xx
I place my phone on my bed and I started to feel scared I haven't seen him in a while and I have no idea what we are going to talk about.
I was about to lay on my bed when I heard a knock on the door.
"What are you doing here?" I hear Ana say
"Ana leave him alone fuck" I roll my eyes
I grab Derek's arm and pull him upstairs to get him away from Ana who mind you won't stop annoying the fuck out of me.
"How have you been?" Derek asks breaking the silence
"I'm not gonna lie I've been terrible" I admit
"Same"
"So what did you want to talk about?" I asked nervous
"Us"
"O-okay"
"Look Kendall I like you like a fucking lot, I'm so sorry I didn't make it work because I was too scared. I'm sorry for not being here with you" he admits placing his head in his hands
"Derek I feel them same.."
"But I have to ask you something.." he nervously says
"W-what is it?"
"I want to know if you would do the best thing in the world and agree to be my girlfriend" Derek looks up
I felt tears slipping out of my eyes making Derek wipe them of with his thumb
"I'd be dumb to say know" I chuckle
Before I knew it Derek leaned in and so did I, oh how I missed this.
"Thank you" Derek smiles
"For what?"
"Everything"
I honestly couldn't care what Nate thought of us I'm finally happy I can finally be happy with him, I wouldn't change him for the world.
Authors note/
Wow I'm so sorry I haven't updated in such a long time I apologise it's just I've been working on a new book and I suggest you check it out it's called Broken promises
- S
